ChinKokSeng

2011-07-20T00:08:00.002+08:00

Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming

2011-04-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

Everythings so silent
I cant hear a voice
So many feelings
I dont have a choice

Crying so softly
So I cant be heard
Everythings so confusing
Every little word

So many nights
Where I cant sleep
Dreaming of how much
You mean to me

Asking myself
Is this how I feel
Closing my eyes
On everything real

Wishing and praying
Wanting to know
Why I care for you
Why cant I let go?

Eyes filled with the tears
Heart filled with the fears
Mind so confused
Why do I still love you?

Everyones told me
I cant feel this way
You told me goodbye
Yet I need you to stay

Standing in place
For such a long time
I cant figure out
Why I want you to be mine

Youve broken my heart
And left me to cry
I feel so useless
But I cant say goodbye

umikaiba3173

"So you're gone and I'm haunted...and I bet you are just fine"

2011-03-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

Getting tired while waiting… (U know?)
Gotten tired while waiting and~
U Know, do you know how I feel?
Gotten tired while waiting~
Do you still remember me? (Oh~ no)
Even if a day goes by, I'll still remember you
Even if a month goes by, I still won't let you go
Can you understand my desires for you? (oh~no)
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting,( yeah~)
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face

Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)
I am holding back just in case you come back, (oh yeah~ )
I am still waiting (oh yea~)
Even if a month goes by, I'll still remember you.
Even if a year goes by, I still won't let you go
Can you understand my desires for you? (oh~no)
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face
Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)

Why is it so hard
and everything's so complicated in my head.
I was waiting and waiting
and yet no answers from you
I didn't cry because of you
and you didn't leave because of me
So why is it so hard, why is it so hard?

I will wait for a year
or even a decade if I have to.
Oh~ I I I I I I I I will wait and it's fine if tire myself out.
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face
Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)

2010-12-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

It’s been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I’ve been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I’d rather protect you,
although I don’t know if it will make it better…

This time I’ll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it’s a blessing
Whenever you say let’s never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but…

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn’t say it)
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

2010-06-28T02:08:00.000+08:00

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

gonna take a step back

once in a while, i might still blog here.

will be blogging in my private blog. (:

stay tune.

2010-06-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

A-w-e-s-o-m-e Day out!!

been wanting to shop for very long time.

finally got some free time to do so (:

spend and relax like what i do best

went out with...

roxanne tan weird weird!

jinping chua talk talk! and

weechng chong mole full!!

went IT fair to get my mum a ipod

so good of me right?? haha

try to shop a little, at marina & town

but i cant seem to find something i like

end up i didnt buy anything :/

when i have the money; nothing to buy

when i don't have the money; i wanna buy everything.

nevertheless,

never had so much fun for a super long time already.

i <3-ing it.

my popo from malaysia came to see me

so long didnt see her already.

miss her so much...

2010-06-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

seriously,

was having quite a good&beautiful mood these few day (:

happy!!

i'm trying so hard not to have any contact with you.

i think i can do it and i think i had did it.

2010-05-31T00:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROXANNE TAN

you nv fail to send me a paris pic even it on your birthday <3

if i say i love you, will you say it back to me?

2010-05-24T01:06:00.000+08:00

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

2010-05-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

I think I'm fallin' for you
But i'm trying not too..
that is why i am jealous&sad...

I am trying, not to tell you
But I want to but i’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling...

maybe i'm fallin' for you..

2010-05-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spilling out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

2010-05-16T01:24:00.000+08:00

hey people,

realise i been blogging more in my private blog : /

maybe because i'm able to express more expressively?

probably...

Few things in mind..

UTs is coming, and i am not prepare for it
FYP is getting busier
June concert is coming and i'm still sight reading
need more time for clique if not...
~~6-->5 -> 4-> 3-->2-->1~~ ?
Roxanne's bdae coming (:
i'm just a --- !! :(
i need some rest time..

nevertheless,
what is gonna be like...
the friendship between us
will always be the same.
AT LEAST I DO...

for all the history it happened
you still prefer to see the ugly truth...
when you are sad, happy or angry
i believe i am always there for you
but afterall, i am just your ---/
which is what i do not want....

2010-05-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

hey people

it been a while since i last update.

this blog is like on the verge of dying. :(

caught back-up plan with zul and doreen

we pon-ed class together (:

this movie is marvelous!!!! PERFECT!!!

I LIKE!! (Y)

jennifer lopez is hot, the guy is hot, the storyline is great.

it a must catch movie!! 4.9/5 stars.

however everything was great

except one crazy woman!!!!

some screw and nuts drop off from the brain

irritate the hell out of me during my movie!!!

FUCK!

anyway,

gonna say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO (:

ALL THE BEST WISHES =)

hey我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里

hey我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你

如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已

hey我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样在想你

2010-05-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

helping a friend of mine to publicize his blog!!

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happy downloading!!

2010-04-30T00:52:00.001+08:00

"NO MATTER WHAT, THERE IS ALWAYS SUNSHINE AFTER THE RAIN"

that true,

that the beautiful sunshine after the rain

no matter what happened, peace is always there.

things will eventually get better after those unhappy one.

just look forward to the sunshine after the rain.

school is getting busier, FYP also starting to get intense

no more slacking :( no more free time :(

what worst is i still go back school 5days a week :(

even though FYP is sian-ness

we still able to find some fun to it (:

the two places who had to clean like mad dog

free labor for the school!! WTH!

our bags of substrate!!

see my hay? that what i will grow my mushroom on. (:

last but not least,

FUCK YOU!!! :)

2010-04-25T00:27:00.001+08:00

FROM PARIS WITH LOVE <3

YOU + HIM = JEALOUS ; YOU + ME = I <3 U

CREDITS : RoxanneHottie! (: for the photo.

TAEYANG (SOL from BIGBANG) - WEDDING DRESS

2010-04-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

2010-04-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

LOL!

I WASTED MY WHOLE WEDNESDAY JUST LIKE THAT!

FML!

2010-04-17T22:58:00.000+08:00

hey people

this week school has ended!

LIKE FINALLY!

but only 2 days only and yet dying -.-

This is simply how tired we are after school on friday.

DAMN SHAG!

nevertheless, on a tired day

we still how to treat ourselves something good (:

STARBUCKS TO CHILL!!!

GREAT LAUGHTER AND JOKE.

thank to roxanne!!

NOW I FEEL LIKE FLYING OVER TO PARIS ASAP!

BEAUTIFUL (:

FML!

2010-04-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

Back to school for my last year of poly life~

FML!

for not continue to biomedical science

changing to medical technology is super wrong choice : /

FML again!!!

i am gonna start from nothing hopefully end with something

FML!!!!!!!!!

anyway

pool-ed with my beloved W54D clique

sean, pris, yiling, zul and karenn

met up and slack with them before school start.

they came to my house for wii

again

another group of friend think my house is fun

when i think my house is so boring!!!

LOL

joke of that day!!

chinkokseng actually throw his wii controller out and almost hit his tv set when playing wii!!

LOL.

and yesterday

was a freaking tired hard labor FYP day.

we are cleaning up the Mushroom room!!

I DIDNT EVEN CLEAN UP MY ROOM LIKE HOW I CLEAN THAT ROOM!

we sweat, we laugh, we smile, we clean, we tired, we have fun

more FYP hard labor coming -.-

gonna go sleep soon,

hopeful 2nd day of school will be better (:

2010-04-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

HOLA!

as i mention i will only be blogging my daily life

so that is why i am here (:

tired and fun loving day/

basically,

wake up super early,

get prepare and meet up with my primary school clique

had lunch @ Jack's place

nevertheless, we actually talk about our past

those foolish yet fun and happening thingy.

haha.

after that,

meet up with my mother.

S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G

bought a levi's jeans & belt : D

she bought a cardigan...

then dinner with my uncle side.

he lost his car key.

LOL

now i'm feeling very sleepy!!

rare time for me to feel sleepy.

LOL.

so,

QIAO!!!

2010-04-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

If you can't forget the one who got away..

can you love the one you're with?

just created a private blog

the more emotional side of me will be found there

i will only leave my daily self here.

thus will only blog once in a while if there is an event (:

so still stay tune..

"What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from."

2010-04-06T23:37:00.001+08:00

Why do I just lie awake and think of you?
I need some sleep, tomorrow I have things to do!
Every time I close my eyes I see your face!
So I try to read but all I do is lose my place!

If i take a step forward, you please take 2 steps back.

If i take a step back, please do not take a step forward.

I SCARE THAT I WILL FOR YOU!

didnt sms and msn for the past few days

it kinda weird but i slowly getting used to it.

maybe it will be a better way out.

i am far from compete with him...

if only everything have a second time around...

when all the truth is out.

special thank to someone he said this to me

"why bother to miss something when you choose to give up!!"

i think it make sense to me, and i feel much better (:

thank.

2010-04-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

cum happy april's fool day!!!!

Happy 19th birthday 马yiling!! (:

gonna wish you all the best for the years to come

smile and cheers always and no more EMO for you.

hopefully we get into the same class next sem!!

CHEERS!!!

clubbing photos

HIGH! HIGH! HIGH!

DRUNK! DRUNK! DRUNK!

FUN! FUN! FUN!

MORE PHOTO?

www.multiply.com

2010-03-28T23:05:00.001+08:00

Angel Cry

2010-03-27T00:44:00.003+08:00

This article which i think i posted it before
gonna post it here again with my own translation.
this is definitely meaningful.

每个女生身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友·····
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，他没有要你等他。

Beside every single guy or girl, there will always be a girlfriend/boyfriend kind of girl/boy friend…

They may love each other before; they may like each other before,

But, why ain't they together?

It may due to the respect for each other, can’t woo her or him.

Due to family opinion then they are not together.

Or maybe it is due to the future, no one is waiting for each other.

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

Maybe they met too early, they still haven’t learned to treasure.

Maybe they met too late, he or she might already had someone beside him or her.

Maybe it is too late when you realize, he or she does not wait any more.

Or maybe it just that we can’t figure out what he or she is thinking,

Therefore, no one had taken the first step out.

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，
你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

Even though, they are not together, they are still very good friend.

But each of them knows what deep bottom of their heart, for him or her

We gave extra caring to him or her than than anyone else.

Even though, we can’t officially hold our hand together,

But we are still friends we talk almost anything.

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

If she likes someone, you will promise to help her to woo

But deep in your heart, you are confusing whether to help.

When he or she is in trouble, you will tried your best to help,

You won’t ask for a return.

When the boyfriend or girlfriend is jealous,

You will tell the boyfriend or girlfriend and him or herself that you guys are just normal friend.

In your heart, is that what you are thinking?

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

In this life, everyone will have this kind of special friend.

At first, you will feel that you guys should be more than friend,

After a while, you will feel that being friend will be at best.

You will want to care for him or her at all times,

Than the day when you guys separated .

You will choose to just be friend,

Won’t get jealous of each other, then you can talk almost everything to him or her.

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。

Especially this way,

We still knew that, we can always care for him or her.

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

Do you have this kind of special friend? Who is it then?

Can’t be an item, and is just this special friend, isn’t it better?

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了
常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......
因为好朋友就可以一辈子不分手勒·····

Most of the relationship out there, is because of the one sided love

At last, we will really lose a friend and we will feel pity about it.

Some best friend out there, because of the phrase “I LOVE YOU”,

Will eventually cause the friendship to breakdown.

That is why some people who do not wish or want to take a step out.

Because love is like a gamble,

After confession, it either you guys become an item,

If not we had to say goodbyeto the friendship that we build.

There are things that we cant predict, or the other party does not mind

He and she may still be friend, but it always never the same as before….

And because of all, only best friend are able to walk you through your life….

2010-03-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

hey people

seriously nothing happened much recently.

stupid thing happened today

-slept at 5a.m the day before

-wake up at 11a.m -.- by a stupid call

-switch on my laptop

-ohgosh, no batt already faster rush to get the charger

-plugged in

-wth :( charger spoiled liao. cannot charge

-2hr later, eh can charge liao

*BECAUSE I NEVER ON THE SWITCH*

HOW STUPID ME!!

MSN IS TOTALLY SCREWED UP TODAY!!!

I'M ONLINE YET PEOPLE SEE ME AS APPEAR OFFLINE

-.-

Mummy bought me this when she is shopping

CHIVAS <3

confirm gonna get drunk at home soon enough!!

HAHA @.@

yea!!

tmr still have FYP meeting

lab -.-

bye people!!

2010-03-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

hey people

short update about today!

OUT WITH MY UNCLE, AUNT AND ALVIN (:

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 3D

SNEAK PREVIEW!

4.5/5 STARS!!

GOOD 3D EFFECT! (:

LOL.

that all people.

hahah.

ps : i am still boiling and filled with anger!!

waiting for april! CONFRONTATION

2010-03-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

we must give our trust to our love one

therefore trust is something that should be there

and

if we learn to trust ; we will realize that things will be much different.

hey people

just started with my FYP

gonna write my report soon.(hopefully my weekend)

mushroom here i come!! FTW

anyway,

kbox-ed again ; twice in the week.

cause it simply CHEAP!!

sang with doreen, yiling, zul, sean and sean's friend.

and

cheer up for yiling and sean

it not the end of the world

things gonna be alright and better.

smile (:

my favourite quote ; there will always be sunshine after the rain.

ps : i am hot boiling right now!! i am filled with anger!!

need to chill!!

2010-03-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

hey people!!

as i said, i will be blogging!!

extreme tired this few days!!!

lack of sleep!!

been very good boy recently

waking up early to accompany my mum for breakfast

what a good son right??

Thursday

out with doreen & yijin

went kbox @ AMK

Lunch/Dinner @ pepoyes

sing until siao, cause it only $8!!
super duper cheap can?!?!?!

Friday

out with Doreen&Yijin again

Yijin@Hair Cut
Movie : Alice in Wonderland 3D
Dinner : Burger King

that all man,
gonna need some shopping soon!!
(:

2010-03-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

one picture i found on net

i find it interesting so yea!!

gonna post it here.

will blog later tonight (:

2010-03-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

hey people,

i can't wait, i am excited

i wanna watch it damn badly in 3D

*hopefully i wont feel giddy*

anyway,

SAY HELLO TO ZOE AND BRANDON!!!

JINPING'S PRE-MARRIED CHILD

TWINS (:

*nvm, it a inside joke*

*wonder which "W" is the father*

LOL

and

I DONT LIKE JINPING TOO

she dont want to watch movie -.-

and she keep saying she dont like.

LOL

and

gonna force myself to sleep soon

tmr need to wake up early-.-

night.

2010-03-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

hey people

thankgod it's friday

luckily i had my full 8hr of sleep

without any disturbance and awful singing.

obviously i wrote about sleeping, i had a beautiful dream (:

recently was talking with YJ and Doreen

and read some online article regarding the world!!

seem like the world is really angry with us

there are so many natural disaster happening around us

earthquake, tsunami, temperature rising as well as dropping

affected country such as taiwan, china, haiti, chile and etc

if all this happening occur as and when it is

seem like more life will be taken away,

more people will be affected, homeless, lost of their beloved family

neverthelss

2012 might ought to be true.

the end of the world.

everyone let get prepare,

prepare for the worst as it can be

enjoy and live life better than it is

live life like the best you never had.

let the bygone be bygone

whatever it is, whatever it takes

just live life happily (:

2010-03-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

Love, whether it strikes at sixteen or sixty always brings with it a rush that is hard to capture in words.

today: boring tuesday!!

practically doing nothing.

trying to practice my oboe and the song

but my reed is dying, i gave up.

someone pls follow me or help me buy a new reed pls!!

ps; just change my blog song.

2010-02-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

hey people,

didnt blog for quite some time.

weechng say this picture i look good (:

*blushing right now*

it holiday right now

i filling up myself with meaning event.

such as going out and drama and more drama.

LOL.

On tuesday ; 23/2/2010

a one day trip to malaysia with pris and yiling

went to city square to enjoy ourself.

we had nice meal and nice shopping trip.

a summaries picture of the day.

stone grill brunch and nice ice cream dessert.

something unpleasant!!

bought 2 wii game from malaysia

get caught at woodlands customs

end up the disc is actually BLANK DVD!!

FUCK MALAYSIAN, CHEAT PEOPLE MONEY

SERIOUSLY NO OFFEND BUT JUST DULAN

SUPER WTH AND SIAN!!!!!!

anyway,

been to gina's house to bai nian.

order pizza, chicken wings and her mum cooking.

super nice (:

gamble a bit at her house

i bought money there for losing

but end up i win (:

LOL

maybe HORSE chinese zodiac is in luck this year

or just my happy-go-lucky character.

hahaha.

gonna continue with my taiwan drama

which i should be watching long ago

but due to exam push back until now.

and also,

holiday right now.

so i'm free, ask me out!!!!

ps; can anyone tell me what blog song should i change to??

2010-02-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

hey people,

yesterday,

badminton with pris, yl , zul, sean and his gf

at bukit gombak sport stadium

seriously, very long nv play badminton already.

it feel good.

had popeyes chicken for lunch

sabo-ed pris cause we help her to get number from a guy

she think he is cute. LOL

hahaha

went to sean house for some mahjong session

he bluffed us he live in HDB

but he living in bangalow -.-

home sweet home after that at night.

as for today,

goodbye to craig.

good to know you as a friend.

not able to send you to the airpot

but nevertheless, do hope to see you in singapore again.

caught this movie

with six - one = five as usual

felt that this is a nice move.

i can feel the love in the air.

it is super duper lovely romantic.

that all for the day.

bye people.

2010-02-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG WEECHNG

AKA CHONG MOLE FULL!!! MOLE MOLE!!

ON 16feb 2010

wishing you everything gonna be successful

and a fruitful year ahead

cheerful and smile always.

nevertheless,

it CNY already

did very little visiting

and also less gambling.

seem like CNY is getting boring

should try to go oversea next time duing CNY.

went to sentosa during CNY

been to universal studio, casino(outside) and etc

other than visiting to sentosa

also go to zoo for weechng's birthday

and have swensen for dinner (:

headed with this bunge of funny people

paying our respect to ahmeng

R.I.P

sitting on this boat

to somewhere beautiful

heading towards happiness

not gonna post anymore picture.

wanna see pls go to my multiply to see all the picture.

last but not least

guess who penis??

LOL.

that all folk,

gonna go and had my dinner soon.

cya people.

2010-02-13T02:07:00.000+08:00

I SPELL SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!

WHICH MEAN NO SCHOOL FOR 2-3MONTH!!!!

I LOVING' IT!!

anyway

finished all my ut

i think i did not do very well, but not badly too

just average i guess.

now left to judgment day for my result. LOL

some over due info.

cam-ed with zul, yiling and pris

while studying for out MCB

it totally funny when we are holding our soft toy.

LOL

Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief!!

with zul, yiling, pris & sean

Definitely the best movie so far.

nice graphic, nice sound, nice storyline.

it's a die die must watch movie.

and

CNY IS JUST TMR

SO HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

dreaming!

2010-02-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

study period people!!

3 out of 5 ut down!!

which mean another 2 to go (:

and after say hi to CNY and HOLIDAY!!

then on monday

just complete genetic and A&P

i think it totally a disaster :/

but however

while studying and preparing for UT

how can we forget about fun!! (:

head down to orchard as sean wanna buy his CNY clothing

ended up he didnt buy any!!

LOL

seem like everyone bought something

except me :(

i cant find the bow tie that i wanted at fourskin.

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY !!

nevertheless,

it was fun!!

planning to go clubbing on the 31st!

hopefully it for real now!!

gonna go back to study

last 2ut to go and here come my freedom!!

today was a fairytale?

am i dreaming or lady luck is with me?

but i have a strange feeling!! :/

2010-02-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

shouldn't being blogging right now

i should be studying and revising : /

but i had enough of genetic for the day.

too many genes and alleles asking me to blog right now

LOL

JOKE OF THE DAY

kokseng : wanna watch movie on friday anot?

kokseng : percy jackson and the lightning thief?

kokseng : or VALENTINE 'S DAY?

roxanne : AIYO! YOUR VALENTINE IS ME LEHHHH!

roxanne : aiseh. hehheh

roxanne : YOU STALK ME EH?

kokseng : no

roxanne : then want to find excuse to date me out

roxanne : AISEH, you already want to date me.

kokseng : wait a minute

kokseng: asking you to watch "valentine day", and you thought i asking you to watch movie on valentine day

kokseng: LOL

roxanne : WTH ):

BLUR!!

AND FROM NOW ONWARD SHE THINK I'M STALKING HER!!

LAUGHING MY ASS OUT!!

LOL.

thinking, who gonna be his valentine this year?

2010-02-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!

it's beautiful and slacky wednesday (:

love it when you dont need to do anything =)

gonna post another picture taken on MCB again

all for SEAN'S SAKE

coz he say i had blocked him =)

sorry sean, now your face is clearly seen now!!!!

that the class for A&P

order pizza and faci treat us BROWNIE!! (:

today is totally slack for her class, not ppt not whatever

watched ungly truth in class (:

totally love it!!

asked serene to pop over (immuno faci )

came all the way just to take picture (=

haha

hopefully

for the next two day it gonna be slacky too (:

will post tmr or so..

2010-02-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

THE LAST MCB LESSON!!

HAD ALOT OF FUN AND LAUGHTER!! =)

NO WORK NO WHAT ONLY JOKE :D

travel down with this bunch of jokers in eugene's car

zul, pris, yiling, sean, xiaoyang and eugene.

7people squeeze into a car. hahah.

head down to JP's icing room to deco a cake for francis.

(top view)

that our outcome with our failure in ART!!

but you see, we had put his fav line all in the cake.

HUH? BLUR? WTF? LOL!!

(side view)

with our class, sperm and middle finger

rush back to class.

right on the dot and guess what?

our whole group went JP together

and no ppt is done. DEAD!!

LUCKILY WE PRESENT HIM WITH THE CAKE

AND PERSUADE HIM FOR NO PRESENTATION

AND HE AGREE!!!!

HE IS TOTALLY IN SHOCK,

I BET HE IS SERIOUS TOUCHED BY OUR ACTION

BUT HE DARE NOT ADMIT IT.

ask him to cut the cake for us and force him to take a pic alone.

LOL

after that

he goes into 6p

a very long 6p indeed.

however, it a fun and slacky day (:

after school,

meet up with LZY for dinner

he wanna buy CNY clothing.

i seriously think i have age gap with him.

*faint*

that all people.

enjoying my last 2weeks of school

then here come my HOLIDAY!!!

2010-01-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

hey people

been fine this whole week??

i been skipping school quite alot =P

caught this movie on thursday

with my classmate (:

pris, yiling, zul and sean.

we pon-ed school.

had a great and fun day with them.

HACHIKO the dog movie

caught this movie with the six (:

i cried in the movie, cant help it

it just simply too touching!!!!!

there is still lots of movie i wanna watch!!!

percy jackson and the lightning thief & Alice in the wonderland!!

cant wait for all these fabulous movie.

hahaha.

anyway,

i had finish buying all my CNY clothing.

and i already had my hair dye and welcoming the brand new year.

right now, need to prepare for my UT3!!

" HAHA! WHAT A JOKE! "

2010-01-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

Night jogging/running with kelly.

try to keep fit while slim down *hopefully*

skipping class tmr

having shopping trip and movie.

enjoying life. =D

ohgosh,

ut3 is coming

and i'm not yet revise my work

and and and i'm in holiday mood now.

DIE!

2010-01-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

hey people,

say hie to my new gadget

LG CHOCOLATE BL40!!

while saying byebye to my N95 ;)

2010-01-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

CHIN KOKSENG IS OFFICIALLY SICK!!

Love me not?

2010-01-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

Love me, Love me ; Say that you love me

Fool me, Fool me ; Oh how you do me

Kiss me, Kiss me ; Say that you miss me

Tell me what I wanna hear

Tell me you love me

ATTENTION PEOPLE!!

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO DO SOME SHOPPING!!

but

I DUNNO WHAT TO BUY!!!

school is coming to an end soon

4 more weeks to go!!

therefore i already give up my grade

no more mood for school!!

*currently in holiday mood!!*

LOL!

why do thing end up this way?

2010-01-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

random and stupid picture

taken in woodland's library

with pris, yiling and zul when we zao class one day!!

anyway

gonna tahan school for another 4weeks

and H-O-L-I-D-A-Y HERE I COME!!!

i think i had make up mind

LG CHOCOLATE BL40!!

so people please tell me this phone is better than any other phone out there.

coz i need to tahan this phone for 2yrs!!

random quote again

"I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer"

2010-01-11T19:39:00.004+08:00

mixture of feeling now!!

anger!!, happy!!, sad!!, joy!!

now i also dunno which feeling should dominance!

FML!!

My golden words for you;

you may cry all the wolf you want

you can go around manipulate the stuff

and state everything you want in your own opinion

and without thinking and always think you are right!!

i gonna say goodluck to you,

even though you trying to crush 1 chinkokseng down

but how many chinkokseng can you crush?

if this is between me and you

then i will say BRAVO, you succeed!!!

you succeed in telling the whole world what happening between me and you!!

*clap clap clap*

however,
there is something you always fail to learn
you never learn to look at things at a different angle or hoslistically
the world is not just about you and you, it about you and others
you are not always right!

nevertheless,

this does not prevent me from going to where i belong

you're no one to stop my commitment.

.............................................................................

enough of my ranting,

i had a very beautiful dream today!!

the best dream i had in my life!!

i dreamt of being in Paris

in front of the eiffel tower with my family

for our special holiday!! it snowing too!!

how beautiful can it still go?? my dream holiday!!

just caught this cute movie

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2!!

with the six - one = 5. LOL

i'm in love with single ladies once again!!

PEOPLE, EARTHLING, ALIEN, MONSTER OR WHOEVER

PLEASE GIVE ME SOME SUGGESTION!!

WHICH PHONE SHOULD I GET??

LG CHOCOLATE BL40 or SUMSUNG OMNIA 2

JAY SEAN - DOWN

i guess it true afterall!

2010-01-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

things does not always seem beautiful
some meant to be that way
no one is able to change things to the way he want.

it coming true :(
or i just think too much?

Metaphor coming true?? (i guess)

2010-01-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

it only the 3rd day of a brand new year
and i am having school the next day :/
super sian -.-

but however,
study for another 6weeks, i will be having my 10weeks holidays!!!
looking forward for it!! :D

leaving with a quote for the day!
"Friends are like stars, you can't always see them but you know that they're there."

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

2010-01-01T23:08:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! *SCREAM!*
SAY BYEBYE TO 2009, AND WELCOME 2010!!
*SCREAM!!!*

nevertheless,
2009 is a great year for me (minus off some animosity)
and with the love, laughter, happiness and joy (:
it make everything so worth it for the year!!

therefore, in this brand new year ; 2010!
i gonna pray for it to be even better than 2009!!!
more love, laughter, happiness and joy

New Year's Resolution

this year, my resolution is simple
it just like every other kids out there...

1) Do well for my academic!!
2) spend more time with Family & Friends!!
3)lose weight!!
4) more money!!
5) oversea trip!!

last but not least, i also pray for everyone happiness!!

2009-12-25T23:49:00.008+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

did you guys enjoy it?? ( i bet you did )
coz i enjoy as much as you do!! (:
i'm loving it :D

this year Christmas,
i spend it with weiwen, roxanne, jinping, weechng, gina & craig
went to Marina Barrage and took hell lots of photographs
and dinner at Popeyes!!!

they did a stayover @ my house
we exchanged Christmas present
~~and they mess up my house & make hell lots of noise~~

adding on to it,
we did something stupid like flying a kite on Christmas Day!! (:

i will upload some photo onto my blog
and hell yea, we took more than a thousand photographs!!!

i promise myself not to upload too many pic here,
so therefore, all the pic will be at http://www.chinkokseng.multiply.com/
and my facebook(soon)

once again,
HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2009-12-23T22:50:00.003+08:00

Dear santa,

i been a good good boy this year,
i did not do any bad bad thing,
i did not smoke, gamble, and etc.

i am really a good boy this year
i had tried to not make my mum angry
i had tried to help her when she need help.

so santa can you hear me?
i just need to to fulfill my WISHES!!

- more money
- all stay friends
-good result
- paris

i wont ask much for christmas!!

and since it christmas eve tmr
i will delicated one song to everyone

Mariah Carey- All I Want For Christmas Is You

2009-12-23T00:54:00.007+08:00

hey people,
this gonna be a random post by me
as i just change my blog skin
as well i changed my blog link too.
credit to CHUA DOT DOT!

this post is dedicated to PHANG WEIWEN!!!
i will be showing his past and the present! (:

this is mr phang weiwen
a picture taken 2yrs ago!!
how cute, how adorable, how ~~FAT~~
he is the shortest among the GIRLS!!

BUT NOW!!!

~~less~~ cute, still adorable, more handsome
obviously still VIOLENT!!!!!!
but now he grew taller than the girls!!!

PEOPLE, PEOPLE, PEOPLE,
DID YOU GUYS SEE THE CHANGES IN PHANG WEIWEN???
HAD A GOOD LAUGH??

this meant to be a candid!!

jinping look just fine!!!
weiwen --> smiley prince (:
roxanne --> UNGLAM FACE!!!

and that it people,
i'm done with my blogging!!!

goodnitez!!!

2009-12-20T22:04:00.007+08:00

SWEET DREAMS OR BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE?
i say NIGHTMARE!!!!

it not good to sleep when you are SUPER TIRED
your dream just run wild.
nothing is impossible!!!
I HATE NIGHTMARE!!!!!

On a lighter note,
today i am stuck at home
cause no one asked me out!! LOL

however, this song "ALMOST LOVER"
accompany my boring day at home.

You fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy for you
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

till the end of time?

2009-12-19T23:56:00.006+08:00

we laugh, we joke, we cry, we cam
talking whatever we want under the big blue sky
this is how it spell F-R-I-E-N-D-S

Simply love going out with Weiwen, Jinping, Roxanne, Weechng and Gina!:D:D
FUN! FUN! FUN! FUN! FUN! FUN!

FRIENDS FOREVER K? (HOPEFULLY)
*CROSS FINGER*

will there be a good friend who will last till the end of time?

better keep your mouth shut chinkokseng
you gonna ruin everything!!!
L-o-v-e just another word you never learned to pronounce!

attention people,
chinkokseng is in need of money
Christmas is coming he need to buy presents!!
someone donate to me pls!!

i SERIOUSLY need a pair of LISTENING EARS too!
got so many things feel like sharing out,
but i can't!!!

哑巴吃黄连；有苦说不出

2009-12-16T17:19:00.008+08:00

FINALLY,
finally have my long hours of sleep
without any disturbance!!!!
loving it!!!

anyway,
few days ago
jinping, weechng, weiwen and gina
they came my house again!!!

they went crazy on my bed!!!
weiwen is like "raping" jinping
not literally raping but tickling her!!!

LOL,
forget to take pic to show you guys the evidence.
LOL!

joke for the time being
kokseng; jinping's figure only 24! 24! 24!
weechng; where got so big!!! 20! only
BOOM!!
MY BED FRAME SPOILED!!
LOL!!

anyway
chinatown trip as well as HPB
weather is HOT!! (maybe coz rox is there -.- )
but it rained too... LOL

we are self acting as tourist from different country

me --> thai ( Sa-wat-dee kraup )
roxanne --> korean ( An nyoung ha seh yo )
jinping --> jap ( konnichiwa )
weechng --> austrialian ( HELLO )
WEIWEN --> DONT WANNA ENTERTAIN US
LOL

OBVIOUSLY,
THIS IS WHAT WE DO WHEN WE ARE BORED
WHILE WAITING FOR WEIWEN!!! FOR HIS DENTAL!

CANDID SHOT!! in chinatown!!

being such a wonderful day
we also had our wonderful dinner
astons at SSC!!
good ambiance good food and it's cheap!!!

nevertheless caming!! @ splashpark!

that all folks!!
bye (:

2009-12-12T13:42:00.009+08:00

went to wrs bavissimo2 concert
it not near to perfect but nevertheless
hard work and effort was seen in them (:
well done guys.

other than going there to listen to the music
caming is my other objective there.
upload some pictures!!!
the rest go to
CHINKOKSENG.MULTIPLY.COM

to view the other photos....

dont ask me why so many pictures!!!
i only merely uploaded less than 10%
LOL

finally,
i can hear the HOLIDAY calling out for me!!!
hurray!!!

PS: ZANE IS CUTE!! LOL

2009-12-06T22:53:00.006+08:00

BYE BYE CHUA DOT DOT!!!
GONNA MISS YOU LOT LOT WHILE YOU'RE IN JAPAN!!
REMEMBER TO BUY THINGS FOR ME!!!
THEN I WILL MISS AND LOVE YOU MORE!!
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOREEN NG!!!
YOU ARE FINALLY OUR AGE!!!
LOL!!
STAY HAPPY&CHEERFUL ALWAYS!!!

FOR NEXT WEEK,
I BETTER STUDY LIKE A DOG!!
AND DO WELL FOR MY COMING UTS!!!
but i know i am so gonna flunk it!!
*cross finger*

AFTER WORKING SO HARD FOR THE TERM
MY SCHOOL HOLIDAY IS HERE NEXT NEXT WEEK.
EVEN IT JUST 3 WEEKS,
I AM GONNA USE IT FULLY.

AFTER WORKING HARD FOR THE YEAR
LET US CELEBRATE THIS CHRISTMAS TOGETHER
AND WELCOME THE NEW YEAR
:D

2009-11-28T02:21:00.002+08:00

LOVE & LABEL
i want LOUIS, GUCCI, G.G ARMANI & D&G

everyone say HI to rox's cousin ; CRAIG
he joined us in our shopping trip. :D

shopping trip with
rox, craig, jp, ww, gina, wc

went bugis as well as orchard
bought my cap and a Mr STRONG tee
(:

simply love SHOPPING

super proud right now
i am the first one to received sms from rox's new phone
orange aka Samsung Omnia Pro B7330 =P

and
roxanne love me.
LOL
coz i fixed her memory card virus.
LOL.

and and
i am lazy to upload photo
AND it all in my multiply. (:

Cause I'm just trying to be happy ; Just wanna be happy

2009-11-27T01:05:00.003+08:00

skip school halfway

meet the rox,wc, jp & ww

they come my house for the first time.

after 3 good years. lol
this is just a simple house i have.
a very ordinary and plain house.
messy and fun-less

but however
they say my house is like a playground
having all the necessary gadget.
wii, massager, big bed and etc
they like having lots of fun.

luckily left them a good impression.
now wont afraid of showing them my messy house
coz they feel is not messy at all. LOL

and tmr shopping with them again!!!
gonna buy quite a number of things.
i just simply love SHOPPING.

2009-11-24T21:44:00.002+08:00

50 or 60 years
down the road
who can promise everyone
that
each couple will always be sweet as the picture do

Marit Larsen - If a song could get me you

2009-11-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

this picture really show my feeling.
but
it up to individual to interpret it
coz it can represent many things (:

2009-11-21T23:31:00.004+08:00

一开始是否不该爱,
你一步走来，推开我所有安排
但
我已经爱上了不该爱！

这种爱
伤害总是慷慨！

hope to be in love again!
but,
i am stuck in between.
pls tell me what to do.

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me

2009-11-14T19:19:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE,

HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY PHANG WEI WEN!!!
my brother look alike. LOL
stay cute and happy :D

caught this MAGNIFICENT movie
2012!!
BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR!!!
GOOD SPECIAL EFFECT, SOUND, GRAPHIC!!
IT A MOVIE THAT YOU WILL NEVER WANNA MISS!!!

from now onwards,
save 10billion euro,
to buy a ticket to the ark build by the American!!
at least i will be save on December 21 1012!!
hahha.

if not,
see you guys on heaven then :D

another movie,
PARANORMAL ACTIVITY!!
i think it just a so-so movie
not that scary but not that boring too.
i dunno why people say it the scariest movie of the year. LOL.
hahah.

that about it people.
CIAO!

2009-11-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

chua jinping!!!
this post is dedicated to you!!

pls help me to buy boots in japan!!!
i am so fancy over boots now!!
LOL

some picture for inspiration!!

this,

this,

and
especially this,

this one look better :D

and
thanks for the 30cents headband.
LOL.

2009-11-08T23:00:00.003+08:00

current status : school stress.

there is so many things for me to complete,
which i haven do or done yet.

first and foremost,
i have 3uts in the next 2weeks
i haven even start revision yet.
and i first two is already cui-ness.
LOL.

next,
MY PP POSTER!!!!
the assessment is like probably 2 weeks from now.
GG!!!

most importantly,
i got no mood to study!!
and i have lesson 8.30 tmr.
wth! sian.
it gonna be cab day again :(

other than school,
I LOVE MARIAH CAREY!!!!

ain't she just simply beautiful.
she is so so so sexy too!!!
and
her voice just melt my heart!!!!!!

once again,
i heart her alot alot.
<3

2009-11-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

i been sitting in front my laptop
trying to get myself prepare for my uts
doing research and read through

but however!!

what goes in what comes out.
seem like i still not in mood of studying yet.
better pray hard i pass my uts!!!

chin kok seng!!
jiayou!!!!!!!!

2009-10-29T23:30:00.005+08:00

hey people, as i promise,
i will post a delightful post.
forget about my ranting!!
just spoil my mood. hahaa....

gonna share with you guys paris!!!
it always been my number1 city which i wanna go.
it simply too beautiful and romantic!!!!

EIFFEL TOWER!!!!
it totally rocks my heart away!!!

Looking at this day view of the eiffel tower.
isn't it just too fabulous!!!
imagine i had my honeymoon there with my love one.
oh gosh!! how beautiful it can be. <3

now look at the night view of the eiffel tower
it will give you another kind of feeling.
just simply feel romantic looking at it.

promise myself, i wanna hold my ROM there.
if not at least have my honeymoon in PARIS!!!

and other than eiffel tower
another of my number1 interesting site
how can we forget about the louvre museum!!!

this is another interesting site which i cannot miss!!!
imagine going to paris and you find a "pyramid"
and this museum is make of glass!!! awesome!!!

wah wah wah
now i am soul-less now!!!
coz my soul fly to paris before my body did.
i think i will dream of me in paris tonight.

okok,
anyone gonna sponsor me to paris?
hahhaa

2009-10-27T22:21:00.006+08:00

FUCK OFF!!!
BALLS TO YOU!!!

FUCK YOUR POWER TRIP AND
FUCK YOUR ATTITUDE AND
FUCK YOUR BLOATED EGO TOO
FUCK YOUR HISTORY, YOUR TRAGEDY, YOUR MISERY
BUT MOST OF ALL.......FUCK YOU!

WHAT KIND OF HUMAN ARE YOU,
YOU TEACH NOT BE IMPLIED GREED AND FEAR
BUT AFTER ALL WHAT YOU ARE DOING?
USING YOUR STATUS TO EMPOWER YOUR OWN GREED AND EGO!!!
YOU THINK YOU ARE A SAINT??
JUST FUCK OFF!!!

YOU THINK YOU ARE REALLY A GOD??
FUCK THAT THINKING!!
YOU THINK YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT??
FUCK THAT THINKING!!!
YOU THINK YOU HAVE NO WRONG,
YOU THINK THE WHOLE WORLD OWE YOU
YOU THINK BECAUSE OF YOUR STATUS AGAIN,
YOU CAN ACCUSE PEOPLE!!!
FUCK OFF!!!!

HAVE YOU EVER THINK BEFORE,
IT BECAUSE OF YOUR OWN EGO, GREED AND FEAR
WHICH CAUSE THIS SITUATION NOW.
NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY THERE IS SO MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE,
WHO DON'T LIKE YOU, HATE YOU, CURSE YOU AND SPLIT ON YOU.
THEY HAVE NO WRONG, BUT ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!

too many disappointment which lead to hatred!!!

YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW
YOU CANNOT ESCAPE THE CONSEQUENCE OF YOUR OWN ACTION,
IT WILL GET BACK TO YOU ONE DAY.
Don't ever be fooled into thinking that your actions don't have consequences. Don't think you can get away with bad choices even if you don't seem to get caught.
WATCH THE WAY YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE BECAUSE YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW.

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sorry people for my own ranting.
it might be disturbing.
really very sorry and paiseh.
i promise next post gonna be delightful. :D

2009-10-24T22:40:00.004+08:00

hey everyone,
i am back!!! :D
did you guys miss me?
hahaa

was on a genting trip with weechng and gina.
trip was different as this time is with friend.
hahaha.

more pictures?
pls visit my multiply via www.chinkokseng.multiply.com

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on,
23oct 1990 which is 19yrs ago
a very unique pig is born.
her name was doreen ho.

so 19th yrs later,
together with her besties
we celebrated her ~~pig~~birthday for her.

once again,
happy 19th birthday!!!!
stay bitch, butch, happy and smile forever!!!

-----

today,
had a random lunch with rox and jinping.

went slacking,
taking pictures *it a for sure thingy*
then see through our past picture and vid.
had a great laugh!!! hahaha. rofl!!

seem like everyone had grown in appearance.
especially weiwen. next time i put a before and after. LOL.

and also,
i miss those old good times.
those happy memories with roy and von and gina.
can we really had a successful outing again real soon?

had a heart to heart talk with roxanne.
never know we can talk and crap so much.
and we are lame lame and lame. LOL.

and yea,
that all for the post.
preparing myself back to school mood.

bye people.

2009-10-19T11:14:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION PLEASE PEOPLE!!!

KOKSENG WILL BE OFF FOR HOLIDAY!!!

SO DONT MISS ME!!

BUT I MIGHT MISS SOME OF YOU GUYS!!!

HAHAHA!!! :D

2009-10-18T00:55:00.004+08:00

laughing, playing and joking all day long
without any worries at all :D

hey people,

another week of school had just ended.
and everything went on pretty fine.
grade was only average. A & B
but i am starting to adapt back to school life ;)

but,
when i getting used to school
i am going to genting!!! :) haha
with gina and weechng.
will be off from school for 1week.
so guys better miss me k.

and
went shopping with my mummy and aunt!!!
it was totally awesome when there is SALES EVERYWHERE!!!!
bought alot of stuff!!!! buy a topman jeans & belt, superman tee
need more shopping trip like that. :D :D :D: D :D :D :D :D

---------

recently, had a serious minded chat few days ago with roxanne jinping and weechng. came to realise a lots of things, some are heart warming, but some is definitely heart boiling. i believe there is no more room of improving/changing since a character or attitude or personalities is almost unchangeable. therefore i am letting those past which i ignore to surface and let them influence me and change my mind. nvm, wont say anymore. my mind is set, i dont like you and i dont like to get accused!!!! and i bloody hate you " i am always right" attitude.

bye people. ;)

2009-10-12T23:44:00.003+08:00

i'm confuse,
can bestfriend be together?
or bestfriend will only stay as bestfriend?

i'm confuse,
when you do whatever a couple do,
but you guys are not a couple.

if,
i can find a couple like bestfriend
if.

ture friendship or true love.

2009-10-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

hey people,
i am not dead yet
i am still alive. :)
that mean i survive 3 days of school already!!
**CLAP CLAP CLAP**

school was great,
i have very nice classmate
starting to get along with them very well
and also currently i have good faci
hopefully tmr and friday faci is good too :D
and do well for this semester!!!!!

counting down to 19sept!!!
gonna go genting with gina and weechng.
oh gosh i think i confirm get bully by them!!!
sad kokseng!!!!! :(

and
kokseng say he want to shopping and go overseas!!!

2009-10-01T22:07:00.007+08:00

hey people,
didnt post for donkey years le
hahhahaa.... :D

HAPPY 15TH ~~CHILDREN~~ BIRTHDAY!!!!
been great to know you for almost 3yrs!!!
nevertheless, our friendship is still counting on
therefore, continue to stay happy, stay cheerful, stay pretty!!!
hope you the present from us :D

some random pic taken on jinping's bdae celebration

that it,
enough pic le,
once again,
happy birthday chua jinping!!!

that all,
bye peopel!!!!

2009-09-25T02:36:00.003+08:00

hey people,

gonna do some blog posting,
with not it gonna be dead.
thinking if i should stop blogging?

recently,
went for kehui birthday BBQ at ecp
call 6ppl but only 3 went. LOL.
me iris and leibing.

we had fun,
crapping, caming, eating.
looking forward for the steamboat trip next week :)

today,
met up with kelly
tried to do the pp
but only like 1/10 done
at least something is done. lol.

after that,
janice joined us and watch movie
THE UGLY TRUTH !!!! GOOD MOVIE!!
love the dirty joke inside. lol.

spend some time sitting down
talking about our past, present, and future
which trigger a lot of thing in me!!!

first thing, be a better boyfriend next time
second thing, help people to untie knot
third thing, staying happy is the most important thing
forth thing, do well for my next sem!!!

yea,
i think that all ,
mugging my pp tmr
wish me luck.

bye people!!

2009-09-21T00:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY as ever!!
always my personality
HAPPY GO LUCK!!! :)))

hey people,

seem like this week passes very slowly,
i been rotting at home, like that badly!!
eat sleep wakeup rot eat sleep wakeup rot

been TRYING very hard to do my PP
but then there is still other better stuff
for me to do. just blame me, being LAZY.
current status: half done!!! LOL

shopping with mum is always cool,
you can eat whatever you want,
can almost buy whatever you want.

therefore,
i bought a new wallet
BRAUN BUFFEL WALLET.
HAHHAAS.

everything went fine,
and most likely going genting
but still thinking!!! not confirm!!!

and that all,
bye people!

2009-09-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

okay people,
i know it time for me to update.
been missing in action for awhile....

it kinda late,
but nvm, it the heart that count!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLY LOW!!!
090909 ; 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!
people might only have 3nine, but you have 4nine.
hahaha...

other than that,
also have to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GAN KIM GEOK
SEPTEMBER 11 09 ; 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!
and i say we can meet up more often!!!

and,
recently i saw mumling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no wonder people say "女大十八变"
it so totally true!!! hahahaa....

and,
recently i bought my ipod touch
i bought it when the price go down!!
phew~

and,
gina send me a very meaningful message earlier,
suddenly have this adrenaline rush
to meet up those long time nv meet bestie!!!

so ROY YVONNE AND GINA,
IF SEE YOU SEE THIS, LET MEET UP AGAIN!!!
I AM MISSING ALL YOUR MALU-NESS BADLY!!!

lastly,
i wanna say i hate blogger
coz i am not able to upload pictures!!!
wth!!!!!!

i am done here,
bye people!!

2009-09-08T01:27:00.006+08:00

love or not to love
that will gonna be a question!!
even thought there is only 1 word different
but i keep telling myself there will only be a word different.
even if there is a different, there is nothing i can do now.
nothing but to love you.
hoping there is a time machine and be a better boyfriend.
有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上

hey people,
thank to blogger,
i am able to uploads pictures normally.
wahahhaha....

today,
had a pre-celebration for kelly bdae
with jinping and weiwen.

went to ri ben chun for lunch
the food there had always been awesome :D
will keep on going there...

after lunch,
had an hour of pool,
since so long nv play le
and next is shopping time!!!

had fun shopping always,
wanted to buy more but
I AM OUT OF CASH!!!
need more money, i praying hard!!

bought her a small ralph lauren romance perfume,
dont have much money, but hope she will still like it :D

after shopping,
took a break at mos burger
coz our legs are numb, shop for few hours.

after that went back to cwp
to meet rox and weechng
they bought kelly a mini cake
for a surprise!!! haha.

wont talk much,
let the picture do more talking!!

two fav pic of the day!! :D
MEGAN FOX IS SIMPLY HOT!!!!

yea,
i think that all people.

2009-09-06T22:19:00.004+08:00

hey people,

yesterday attended wrs investiture
not their very best but still
i am able to see their hardwork and effort :D
long way to go!! jiayou!!

cam-ing session hell lot...
so let the photo do the talking..

haiz...
had blogger when i cant upload pic
and i think photobucket suck!!!

that all peep
bye..

2009-09-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

hey people,

1week of my holiday is gone :(
and you know what, i did nth yet
but slacking like crazy.

did not touch my pp yet
coz i am simply too lazy!!!
how pathetic!!!
need to start real soon.

gonna shop like hell next week,
aim alot of thingy liao.
and there is an it fair too,
gonna buy my ipod touch and stuff!!

and tmr gonna be wrs investiture,
they gonna jiayou jiayou!!!!

some super random picture.
webcam with roxanne!!!

okay la,
gonna end here,
and enjoy my coming holiday ;)

2009-08-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

hey people,

i just praise blogger
but then now, it giving
A VERY BIG PROBLEM!!!!

hmmm,
feel like changing
to other better blogging place.
livejournal? onsugar? xanga?

anyway,
my holiday is here.
5 bloody weeks of holiday.
gonna slack and sleep like hell.

and during this holiday,
i need to go out lesser,
and save up more money~!!!!

coz,
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!
there is a lot of thing i wanna buy!!!

my shopping list

- ipod touch
- wallet
- boots
- shoes
- shirt
- t-shirt
- shorts
- bag
- perfume
- and many more...

hopefully one day,
there gonna be some money rain
then i will pick them up and buy all my stuff!!

awww,
people dont call me out now,
unless you guys can promise me that
once i go out i can spend as little as possible!!

okay,
nth to talk abt now.
gonna think of a saving plan now.

bye people!!

2009-08-26T00:05:00.005+08:00

hello people,
blogger is back to normal ( for now )
LOL...

finally,
all my paper is finish
i think there gonna be 2 or 3 cui one.
super jialat. damn me i guess.

and also finally,
i am officially on HOLIDAY!!!
WOOOHOOOO!!!!!
DAMN GOOD 5WEEKS OF HOLIDAY!!!!
but one week use for pp!!!!!!!

and today,
went out for a steamboat session
which should be held 16weeks ago. lol
with leibing, iris, kehui, lingli, weini.

let the picture do the talking.

yea,
that it for the day.

ps : chanleibing, i wont tell people you have a very big,huge,gigantic,enormous pimple near your nose.
ps : kelly just reminded me her birthday is coming and remember present.
ps : i need a nice hair cut
ps : i need to play some music.(lose touch liao)

bye people....

2009-08-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

hey people,
blogger really suck now.
i cant even upload pictures and stuff.
someone pls tell blogger!!!

and yea,
been mugging like hell
trying to focus on my exam.
officially 2 down 2 cui 1 to go.
jiayou chin kok seng.

other than my exam,
i need to focus on my pp soon.
faster finish more free time.
woohoo!!!

and ya,
i need a hair cut soon
can anyone tell me what hairstyle!!
need to change for a fresh look!!!

and nothing much
continue to mug for my last paper!!!

bye people...

2009-08-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY GINA NG PEI LUN.
even though we do not know each other for very long,
i still treasure the friendship that we had.
this friendship is still counting on...

the happy, the sad, the fun, the angry
all this are just part of life that we gone through together.
even though you said my my joke is lame,
i believe all this definitely add on colour to your life.

so for your great coming years,
do well for your exam and especially Olevel.
stay happy as always, smile happily as always
for any; there is always us by your side ;)

2009-08-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

stop thinking is difficult

but there is nothing that i can do

2009-08-09T00:15:00.005+08:00

hey people

Have you ever spend some time alone
trying to think about your

past and future??

have you tried to remember

all those thing that you eventually

did with your friends???

have you ever think before
how important the role of your friends
is in your life?

you may not have think all this before
some of you guys have just take it for granted

there is number of "first time" happening
among your friend.
there is so many happy and sad stuff happening
among your friend.

without them,
you think your life is still as beautiful?
as great as always?

take a step back,
recall whatever you did
and visualize a better tomorrow with them.
making whatever seem impossible now
and make it all happen!!

that what friends are for!!!

A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world.

bye~

2009-08-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!!

FIRST AND FOREMOST,
SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MR CHIN KOK SENG!!!!

HE IS 19TH NOW!!
AND THIS BIRTHDAY IS LAST 1 BEFORE GOING 2.
HOW SAD RIGHT?? OH GOSH, HE IS GETTING OLD.

anyway,
went out with whole group of people to the flyers!!!
to celebrate my birthday...

had whole lots of fun
and see how happy their smile is
when they eventually tried to sabotage me!!
oh my god!! madness.

and most of the time,
we are actually caming like siao
cam even walking :DDD

therefore,
i have to thank ROXANNE TAN who plan for my birthday
gina, weechng, jinping, weiwen, patrick, coco, kelly, junyong, jeremy
for coming to the celebration!!!!!! love you guys!!
and come again big big thank!!!

and then,
went kbox with
doreen ng, ho, yijin, kimgeok and jinwee...
had lots of fun singing..

after that some went off
coz other friend birthday also
then the rest of use went dian xiao er for makan

after than home sweet home.
had a small celebration at home.

and i can say, birthday is tiring!!
run here run there...
BUT I HAVE FUN!!! :DDDDDDD

okay,
upload those super random picture ;)

okok,
this is just 20/500plus???
any more pic you wanna view
just go to www.chinkokseng.multiply.com

yea,
that it.
bye people.

2009-07-24T09:14:00.002+08:00

hey people

by popular demand
i gonna post my birthday wish list
if not where ever i go, then everyone will like
HEY, KOKSENG, WHAT YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY???

now i gonna post my wish list!!

- TAZMANIA BIGGEST BEAR
- a new wallet
- the black leather tie ( metro got )
- sandal
- jacket
- white shoes

okok,
so far i can only think of this.
maybe or might not add more.

anyway,
birthday plan is planed
at least there is something going on...

and yea
going back to chemistry now.

bye people.

-

2009-07-17T01:44:00.004+08:00

hey people,

kinda demoralize now.
coz i gonna take 3ut this week
but i think i will do it badly.
when i say badly, it it seriously mean badly.

while other than result,
i also nt been feeling welling
some stomach and feverish thing

i guess it not been a very good week for me.
nvm, i believe lady of luck is with me all the time.
maybe this week she is on sick leave? LOL

ANYWAY,
ATTENTION TO ALL PEOPLE,
CHIN KOK SENG'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING
PLEASE SAVE UP NOW COZ HE NEED YOUR PRESENT!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

yea,
that all peep
bye~

2009-07-09T01:43:00.002+08:00

hey people

share with you this article
which i randomly read about
in some random blog out there..
(pardon it in chinese... )

每个女生身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友·····
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，
你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了
常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......
因为好朋友就可以一辈子不分手勒·····

i find it super meaningful...

and yea
that all people

bye...

2009-07-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

hey people,

share with you guys something
which i find it quite interesting.

changing of perspective might eventually make you happier.

one day,

if you realize you miss the green light,
you being being force to stop your car.

i bet you guys must be very angry,
cursing the traffic light and etc...

now,

why not just take a step back,
since you have stopped you car
just trying to change your perspective
and think it this way

since i wont be able to cross the road now
why not take it as i will be the first car
moving off when the light turn green.

isnt it more beautiful or happier?

just by changing your perspective,
looking into other people's shoes
understanding everything in a holistic way
stop thinking in a way in your own perspective
therefore, it will make the world a more beautiful place.

and that all
bye people..

2009-07-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

hey people,

days have been good,
nth really special
or any down side of life.

i guess i might get a flu anytime
coz my nose is starting to get itchy.
LOL. but confirm not H1N1.

missing my freedom life already
where by you dont need to get restricted with time.
or i just hope i have more time now.
seem like 24hr a day is not enough for me...

gonna end here,
with this quote

"When I look into your eyes,
it's like falling in love all over again."

and yea,
bye people.

2009-06-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

hello people,

things been going well for me, coz i am healthy :)
and more and more H1N1 cases in rp
heard that it about 66 cases in less than a week
and stupid school, still not closing down. -.-

then curse the singtel people,
wasting my time.
i still need to call them for 1hr
and end up they can fix my problem.
BOOOOO!!!! to them.
make me raise my voice and shout at them through the phone.
pathetic singtel.

and nothing much le,
just shout out to everyone
I LOVE YOU GUYS & 2012 COME SLOWER!!

&
my friend who are down with H1N1 or sick
pls take care youself, and recover faster.
JIAYOU!!!

and yea,
that all people,
bye.

2009-06-26T22:17:00.004+08:00

hey people,

recently, caught this movie,
TRANSFORMER; REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!!

this movie is totally awesome!!
especially MEGAN FOX!!
SHE IS A SEXY NAUGHTY BITCH!!

aint she just SEXY!!
SHE JUST TOO HOT TO BE TRUE!!
woo, she is my new sex diva!!

other than movie,
add my all time favorite bah ku teh!!
yummy yummy tasty tasty~

and i had pool game!

currently things in my mind,
-sushi
-money
-ktv
-pool
-oboe
-MEGAN FOX!!!

to roxanne
i know your dirty little secret!!
wahaha.

and yea,
that all.
bye people!!

2009-06-22T20:16:00.002+08:00

hey people,

i take myself a day off from school
went back to wrss for some music playing...
played galaxy express, alvamar, tomaco? and grand march.
it a total relex, making music...

after band,
met up with kelly
together with coco
then went pasta for dinner,
and currently in star bucks slacking.

and yea,
just a short update.
coz i am too tired.
or mostly lazy...

some currently craving!!

- sushi sashimi
- pool
- drink
- ice cream soda
- shopping
- SLEEP!!!

haha.

okay
that all bahx
blog next time

bye people..

2009-06-18T12:12:00.002+08:00

hey people,

it the 4th of school already,
and i didnt manage to attend school.
but school was pretty alright and fun!!

and i am fking suay la!!

suay events!!

my phone went no batt,
then leads to alarm didnt ring,
then making me miss my school. -.-

some more,
i still need to go back school for ut!!

i thought miss school liao can rest and stuff,
but...

haiz...

nvm,
go rest,
study ut
and back to school -.-

bye people.

2009-06-12T02:39:00.009+08:00

hey people,

not been blogging...
coz kinda lazy..
been out almost everyday..

monday and tuesday
An overnight BAND camp

was in wrss the two day...
BBQ, games, happy hour, movie, etc
had hell lots of fun in school...

just that,
i just could not sleep,
sir is snoring LOUDLY,
kelly is sms-ing ~~girl~~friend the whole night..
i think i slept less than an 1hr. poor thing me..

*sir is snoring so loudly
so we went to quadrangle to slack

had mac delivery for breakfast too.. yum yum..

overall,
hell lots of fun...
it cool to be an alumni
but it not an easy task too...

anyway,
on wednesday..
had hell lots of fun too..
was out with gina, weiwen, weechng, jinping, rox and kelly.

firstly,
went ri ben chun for lunch!!
I HAD MY SASHIMI!!

after lunch,
went to parklane
for some pool game.

went out with a bunch of noobies. lol
they do not know how to pool.
so taught them how to play...

after pool,
went arcade for some vid game
then weiwen went my hse
the girls went for dinner.

after that,
actually wanna drink
but the rest back up
so end up eat durian...

then home sweet home..

haha.

i haven study for UT yet!!
oh god...!!!!

okay
bye people.

ChinKokSeng

"So you're gone ﻿ and I'm haunted...and I bet you are just fine"

TAEYANG (SOL from BIGBANG) - WEDDING DRESS

FML!

dreaming!

Love me not?

why do thing end up this way?

i guess it true afterall!

Metaphor coming true?? (i guess)

Mariah Carey- All I Want For Christmas Is You

till the end of time?

Cause I'm just trying to be happy ; Just wanna be happy

Marit Larsen - If a song could get me you

"So you're gone and I'm haunted...and I bet you are just fine"