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YESTERDAY ; WEDNESDAY.
lovely~

met roy at 2.30 at cwp.
loitering around in search of THINGS.
finally we like get everything done.
spent almost 50bucks on all those STUFF!! (:
** WAITING FOR THE DAY TO COME ** =P

then after shopping jiu go pasar malam wif him
then bought this thing like sandwich like tat de
IT IS SO NOT THE NICE LORX!!!
waste my money.

then roy go meet his bro to buy her mum bdae present.

then me jiu go meet kelly , shahreen , janice and filzard.
then we go a big field behind christchurch
we are like having our lovely evening there
watching the sunset and CAM-WHORE!!

we took almost 200 pics ,
all those candid we had
and also must thank this lady who took photo for us.
now waiting for her photo to be send to us (:

after tat walk to cwp
to save bus fare
slack there jiu went home le (:

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i do not have the pic yet
so pls go kelly's blog to see it (:



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TODAY ; THURSDAY.

today i was on my bed
refusing to wake up ):
my alarm clock went ringing for abt 1hr plus
coz i keep noose-ing it
until kelly call me and it like 1plus le
then i finally get up from my bed

fast go bath and get ready
then wanna meet her in the 912 bus
she miss tat bus then i have to go alone

then jiu meet her in school
meet sir and adrienne outside school
then went in to school

then me adrienne was like talking to sir abt the
seating arrangement/floorplan of the 10th anniversary.
suddenly his mood change coz of those hui tou cai!!
then a quote of a day from him
I AM A GOD IN THIS MUSIC ROOM

then later jiu full band~
YAN GE & TWINKLE STARS (:
i lovin it so much =P

then after band
jiu walk to admiralty
then took train down to bugis
wif sir and kelly
then meet SHIMU.

then we go this i dont noe wad place
for dinner. all sandwich and salad
then we been crapping the whole nitez.
and our main motive to bugis is to shop!!

but is pretty cool to crap the whole nitez.
they were so happy crappy and SUAN-ING me larx.
they were like match making me
with ______ and ____ and ______ and _______
cannot tahan sia. change topic le
but still change back to tat topic again.
**PHENG SIA

then after dinner , drinking , crapping and suan-ing
we jiu take a bus home le (:

it seem like it not my day for this few days.
coz most of the things are not going smoothly for me. xD

firstly,
i feel like i am having "BLUES" on my OBOE
coz i am constantly sharp lorx
so hard to get in tune.
haiz...

secondly,
oh ya thax to sir and kelly
they are like suan-ing me like hell.
but nvm, i still able to take it ((:

thirdly,
friendship is important.
take them seriously coz
you do not know wad they are thinking.
u might hurt them when u do not even notice it.

lastly,
my pocket is like having a HOLE.
A REAL BIG HOLE!!!!!!!!!!!
coz i beening like spending my money
just like how the water been flowing down the tap
I NEED TO SAVE UP.

Saturday;

wake up very late around 2plus bahx
coz i slept at 6a.m the day before.
i become more like a PIG liao.

then slacking at home.
then suddenly wanna go musart concert,
met up von and gina at 4plus.

then jiu go marina square for
breadfast , lunch , dinner ; all in one.
at carl's junior.
it was very FULL!!!!!!! XD
coz the burger and fries is so HUGE!! LOL~

then walk around
jiu walk to VCH.
slack around clarke quey there.

HIDE AND SEEK
LOL~

then go into the concert hall.
listen to music to relax ourself.
the playing was okay~
saprano quite impressive.

then concert end le
jiu head back to marina square
then we go starbucks to slack.
gossiping and crapping is wad we did :D

then was on the phone with jac
interviewing her ,
but nothing is out from her mouth.
except for IDK!!!

then gina was emo-ing!!
lol~

then catch the last train home.
on the train, we were hyper!!!
i mean damn HYPER!!!
THE ALSO SOMETHING INTERESTING!! (:

then back home le
jiu busy all the way.
a lots of thing happen at one go.



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can't wait for chinese new year sia!!
all those mahjong and games
those hong bao!!

seriously cant wait for CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

coz,
wan shi ju bei ; zhi qian dong feng!!

just now,
it almost like a crossfire going on..
but our battlefield is not war place
but sms-texting.

I WAS BOILING!!!
coz i wad damn like hmm...
no words to describe how i feel.

but after awhile,
i cooled down.
things start to get better for me.

looking back at those smses
i think my words are VERY harsh.

i hope u forgive me k!! xD
**SORRY**




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anyway,
i have to thank miss lim for helping me out
in advising me on my JAE.
thankyou ((:

seriously,
my result is not that FANTASTIC!!
but i dare to say i put in my very best. ((:

now i am confuse,
dunno which course to choose,
dunno when use CCA point,
or wadever larx.

it so not good to be the the first
among my cousin or sibling to sit for my O
coz no one can advise me!!! )):

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i dunno wad happen to me this few days
maybe PMS bahx.
easily get angry over things.

but i did not express out
but just keep it to myself.
maybe tat how things should be bahx.

seriously dunno wad i should say abt u
but simply just keep it to myself first,
until i find someone which think tat ways too..

but it always so hurting to know it!! )):

less than a day time,
i will be facing my
BIGGEST FEAR.

seriously talking,
i feel real ermmm..
i think no words can
describe my feeling now bahx.)):

gonna hope that god answer
all my friends prayer
and hope tat i can
have good result.

and also thax all my friends
for those wishes and believing in me.

love you guys((:

this thursday will be the
WORST DAY OF MY LIFE

Olevel result will be release on that day.

seriously,
now i feeling,
NERVOUS , SCARED , PANIC , FEAR
TERRIFIED , WORRIED AND TENSE.
MIXTURE OF FEELING NOW!!!

just came back from band...
band was quite lively ((:
we played doremon ,
it damn funky lorx...

now i feel like going to CNL
is not as tense as last time..
band become more lively
compare to last time ((:

then after band jiu go makan..
then chit chat there...
just like old ppl do..
lol~

then jiu go home le =P

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continue to wad i wrote earlier this morning

forget to add in something,

the 5 of us,
Roy , jac , von , gina and me
is like a chinese idiom
" da tie chen re “

damn funny story behind it.
lol~

lol~
my internal clock had been switch.
cant sleep now...

i spent the whole morning(12.30a.m -3.30a.m)
talking on phone...
with gina and jacquelin.

actually only me and gina was on the phone
but then all the rest sleep like pig le.
such as yvonne roy and jacquelin.

then we force jacquelin to wake up...
then here we goes the chatting
asking her lots of question.

then mostly is me and jacquelin do the talking.
half way through gina dunno disappear go where.
then end up only me and jacquelin was on the phone

gina end up like roy yesterday...
sleep halfway through.
lol~

anyway, this chat find out alot of things...
get to question jac like she is the criminal..

must get some sleep le
later still got band...

may be blogging after band ((:

look at the time now 3plus le.
and i had only just wake up from
my beautiful , tight sleep .

then yesterday having mass chatting
other words known as conferencing.

i was chatting with ROY and GINA
from 11plus bahx until 3plus...

all sort of topic also can talk
suddenly abt GAO CHAO , than and other stuff.

but still ke lian de GINA ,
dont understand our boy's talk.
lol~

then we were talking half way around 2plus only
where roy say he is not tired
and say he able to tahan
but end up he suddenly dissapear.
me and gina was thinking tat
he had fallen asleep.

then jiu left me and gina continue to chat
until around 3 plus...
then we jiu finish the chat le.
hopefully today again bahx ((:

then after the chat ,
go msn chat wif friend until 4plus.
then me jiu go to sleep le ((:

yesterday
meet faris and kelly,
then we went to band.
same as tuesday, no full band
help to sort out the original score.

after band,
was walking to admiralty
with roy , jac and von
then jac and i was insane
was having water parade.
ke lian de roy also kena. lol~

me and von was on the same boat.
we are in star cruise.
keep on giving jac pressure!!
keep on asking her alot on QUESTION.
but end up alot IDK as her answer.

after tat booka bus wif jac,
then go to cwp meet up wif kelly and faris.
then janis who came back bangkok came to meet us for dinner.

initially wanted to watch movie
but end up no movie
so we went starbuck instead.
was crapping a lots and have a load fun.

then it already like 11plus
so look bus back home.

then mass chat until around 4a.m
with kelly and "flirt flirt"




i was sitting on the baby chair.



relaxing in starbucks








the candid from us ((:

today
was a totally slacking day for me.
i am able to sleep until 2p.m without any disturbance.
it also a great time for me to relax myself from tension.
it been a very tiring week for me )):

heard tat result is coming on friday )); OMG!!!!!!!!
anyway just wish me all the best for tat day.
hope to bring you all good result ((:
and do not disappoint my parent , relative and friends.
jiayou to me ((:

yesterday

went out at 12plus to meet sir
discussing abt the NEW band uniform.
after tat when around CWP to search
for pattern and ideas for the band uniform.

after when for band,
no playing today, coz
all must help to sort of score.
for the benefit of the people in the past.
and also find back all original score.
** tired **

then after went to cwp for our lunch(dinner)
with sir , kelly , kaibin and jiatyan.
while eating we were playing wif jiatyan phone.
lol~ damn interesting larx coz we use his phone to sms ppl.
then after tat jiatyan and kaibin went home first....
sir, kelly and me decided to go catch a movie,
but me and kelly dont wan to take any bus
coz nowadays the transport very expensive.(adult fare le) )):
then we talk instead of taking bus.

then after we reach cwp , bought out ticket to BODY19
then still got alot of time left jiu roam around cwp.
then when it abt time jiu went up to the cinema again.

the show was quite scary and damn gore.
but horx the part which is scary and not scary
i will also kena scared de , coz
kelly who is sitting beside any jump
then being scared by her . lol

the show was not bad afterall,
it abt physco-ing people de show ,
( wad if we can physco her and thing will go on smoothly ) :D
lol~

after that walk home coz it already 12 le,
walk kelly home first,
then me and sir continue to walk.
then we find one very cozy place to sit down and talk.
talked abt alot of stuff. then i reach home around 2 bahx.

then slack and watch tv for awhile
jiu go to sleep le.



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today

today walk up very early sia,
coz must go pai pai. pray pray.
at my relative house....

after tat went home and bath...
go to cwp again... shopping time.
but nv buy much things larx... lol~

i bought a jeans , teeshirt , belt .
actually wanna buy one stub de lorx,
but my mum is giving so many excuses not to buy it.
nvm , when nxt week i get back my full poketmoney
I WILL BUY IY MYSELF

then jiu go pasar malam to buy things to eat.
i bought ramly burger and those fish cracker.
then jiu went home le.

today coz wake up too early
after reaching home jiu went back to nap le for abt 2hr ((:
hahahs...

A short post of the day.

wake up at 12p.m
slack at home until 2plus...
then meet kelly at 961 bus-stop.
took bus down to CNL.

warm up
then sign read some pieces.
overall was quite fun.
able to play the pieces
but some pieces was indeed LOW AND SLOW.

then after the practice
slack there for awhile.
keep calling ppl name
such as "sure flirt"
then i also have a new name. lol~
" CHAO AH BENG " coz i got two piercing. ):

then went redhill hawker centre for dinner
i ate mee hun kui for dinner
wad funny is there even egg shell in it.
lol~

but afterall get to noe those tw members better
they were funny and cute in some way~
hehe^^

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Requested by roy
and also he seldom come to my
and also seldom tagg my blog
so i will answer his request.

the beef ramen we ate tat day was
un-gourmet, yucks, disgusting, awful, un-delicious, seems fermented and too stale!!!!
lol~

i already use all the vocab tat i noe to describe how suck the ramen was!!! ):
lol~

spending the whole morning mass chatting.
morning mean is after 12a.m =P
only 3 ppl larx including me. lol~
not tat mass actually...

i was chatting wif jac and von.
we were like talking abt _______
then suddenly the topic change into _______
so the topic for us keep on rotating
suddenly abt _______ after awhile abt _______
lol~

when we gonna reach the GAO CHAO
jac wanna go sleep le coz she tired...
lol~ so bo bian had to let her go. XD

okay tmr still got band
need to sleep le!! ((:
GOOD MORNING=P

since jacquelin become my blog fan
coz i change to her favourite song
and also coz tat i dont wanna miss
a supper fan to my blog
i will blog and post!! lol~

today quite early wake up sia...
coz yesterday too early jiu sleep le..
told roy to sms me when he finish his class tmr
but he did not then i continue to wait
until i sms him then he say
" i thought u say meet at admiralty at 2 "
lol , we misunderstand each other...

then he go home change first
thank god tat he go home change first
then i jiu dont need to help him carry
his tonnes of books... ke lian de wo!! lol~

then he go home first
i meet him at sembawang...
he wear black shorts(3/4 quater) ,black shirt , black shirt
men in black , so funny!! lol~

then off we go to bugis,
train trip GOSSIPING ,
lol~

reach bugis liao,
first thing in search for jac present
search here and there but cant find...
then jiu give up liao...

then go into seyu , goldenlion
roy buy his wallet , 60plus dollar...

then we anyhow walk walk
finally found a cart
which sell wad i wan to buy le..
the cart sell jac present (:
then took a few pic of those design
mms to jac ask her choose '
which one she one...

took a very long time,
then after choosing the design
she cant make up her mind
wad colour she wants?
then at last is the colour liao
then i jiu go make the payment.

then walk to action city
roy go buy his mini dustbin
put at his computer table
if not his mate also scold him
coz anyhow throw his rubbish. =.="

then we haven haven eaten then whole day
went to sakae sushi to eat.
beef ramen(sucks) , salmon sashimi , sushi
lol~

then we take a bus then train to a train.
then as usual , we were chitchatting and gossiping
and also talking abt something.
lol~



okay larx,
tmr be a saint~
stay at home (:
be a good good boy.
tmr going out for a very nice dinner
as promise by my aunty~

why are people so naive?

people always hope to have a time machine
and to go back to the past!!
izzit we people did not live life to the fullest?
or we just simply regret wad we have done in the past.

for me,
i think that i did not live my life to the fullest,
i regretted in doing lots of things,
i had done lots of wrong and i really wish
to go back to the past to re-write my history.

i had miss out lots of things which i should have done earlier.
wad if i had done those things i made as a mistake into wad i wan now
does everything turn out fine ; into wad i really want?

who do people only start to cherish things when we loss it?
why do people not cherish things when they still have it around them.
can`t they treasure it more?
does people have to cried over spilled milk?

can anyone tell me!!

i dunno why ; why did i lose my enthusiasm?
(maybe it better for me)

it not like wad i usually did.
but yesterday i totally freak out!!!
i dunno such thing happen.
hope to go back to the past
with the enthusiasm that i have!!!
hahahaas..

then today totally slack at home.
wake up late as usually!!
when i say late i mean real late.
i woke up at 4p.m!!! lol~

then online chitchat
listen to my fav song now
i"ll remember you ; twinkle twinkle star
GR selection and howl moving castle!!!
i dunno why all these song suddenly so nice!!
better than all those pop song now!!!
lol~

didnt go cnl today..
coz all not going.
then dont wan to get left out
go there alone so i also decided
not to go bahx.
but nxt sunday ; i definitely will go!!!
promise myself de (:

tmr going back to wrs band
help out but yo kill time~!!!
also get to play music.


hope i can get the score of
twinkle star and Gr selection soon...
hehe~

i am like so free now!!!
nothing to do!!
so every time and there
i will jiu run to the school
say help out but is to go kill my time
but serious talking i also did help out!!!
hehe^^

** TIRED **

i just wanna say!!
then now i realize i am a person
being love and trust my friends so much
coz they share secret with me.
then it seem like i am the
first party to know it!!!
( say by them de larx ; dunno true mah )




then today
CCA selection.
we are like going crazy today.
trying to attract those sec1 to band!!
and i am proud to say this!!
the band member had did a very good job!!
they have manage to attract
121 student ( nv include those who give attitude and who cant play ) come to the audition session today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HURRUY!!!!!
it 121 !!! nice number.



then today also SOME CCA OUT THERE
omg!! dont say out tat particular group bahx.
they almost gonna break a sec1 arm
coz the TEACHER is like pulling him
to their cca booth to take alook
but the student is not interested in!!!
sickening cca and their teacher!!!
omg!!!




in love with this song
twinkle twinkle little star variation
got alot of sole feature!!
OBOE CLARINET FLUTE TRUMPET AND MALLET!!!
nice song~


oh ya
tmr band
looking forward coz been not touching since
hmm...let me see
last year? yupp 25th december
it almost 10days!!! lol
hahahas...

need to improve myself in playing
mean need to put in lots of hardwork!!!
i am trying to do now~
oboist
hahahs..

bb~

today;
CCA orientation 2008.
it quite successful.
with all those funny stuff
they do on stage.

remember when i was in sec 1
my CCA orientation.
my mum wanted me to join
the NPCC or NCC.
luckily i did not =X
if not i sure regret like hell!!
miss out lot of fun.

during my CCA selection
i remember i wanted to join
the saxophone section so badly.
but clarinet section ; leeshung and joyce
told me tat CLARINET is a very easy instrument.
only it look black and not nice
but easy to blow ; anyhow blow also got sound.
then end up i kena cheated then go join clarinet.

okay larx ; not cheated larx
luckily got me , eddy and shiting
they also join clarinet.

then only really start to learn the clarinet
when i was sec2 when mr.colin take over the band form mr.png.
then learn learn learn ; posted to clarinet 3
then take part in syf2005 which won us a silver (:
lot of memory for that batch of us (:

then after not long after syf or when i was in sec2
we found out tat there is an oboe in band
put in a cupboard for a very long time no one use it.
then sir was like re- shuffle the band.
then i take up the challenge to learn the oboe.

when i start learning ;
i remember nurizan also wanna learn it.
so we learn together then i feel tat it tough
so i wanna quit it but when i tell sir
i am too late , she told sir already tat she wanna quit.

then i like tat slowly anyhow learn, anyhow try
then learn until now lorx ; still learning
trying to improve to become better player
everytime i play the oboe.
then i also bought my own instrument(oboe) le.
(i also remember eddy say he wanna buy oboe when u graduate)
hahhaas

okay tat was all past already ,
then today after the orientation
was talking with mrs kok
i find her very good ; she is supportive and caring!!
love her man!! hahahas ( not those love ) LOL
she told us abt the 10th anniversary speechday,
then slowly become 20th then 25th
then she say when it 25th anniversary
i will had already have a family!!! (:

she also say i will need a haircut ):
hmm...so sad!!!
but special ; a haircut before the nxt public performance (:
still long bahx , i think.
hahahas

then she also wish us good luck
for up upcoming Olevel result (:
hehe^^ so good of her (:

then when we finish our talk
she say bye SON ;
i reply her bye MAMA.
so funny (:

then went coffeeshop
chit chat there.

then walk to mrt station with roy
while the rest take bus.
CHIT CHAT with him on the walk
hahahas


then now tired le.
need some sleep
tmr need to be in school by 7.30!!!

My tears did fall upon reading
those comment and blog's post.
i can`t help it ,
my emotion had no more control.

how i wish a time machine
could be right infront of me.
i could go back to time,
RE-PLAY or even GO THROUGH
those moment again.

change the history of us
knowing earlier , and even
be better friends than now.

i really regretted.
so much stuff i wish it
could happen again.

BUT I JUST SIMPLY CAN`T HELP IT!!!

Another year had gone by.
it now 2008 and no more 2007.
no more fiveones 2007 in wrs ):
sob sob .

dont noe why i always have this feeling
when it comes to this time of the year.
this scared feeling
a sense of lost of everything.
especially friends.

tmr school reopen.
it also mean no more sudden outing
wake up conference to decide where to go later
no more movies , makan , dinning , shopping
during the weekays liao le ):
with the gang le!!

school reopen,
i gonna be bored to death
while the rest went back to the jail ( school)
it gonna miss the whole load of you guys de.

remember sms me when your having free period
or when the teacher is not looking at you all.
then tell me your after school/band go got anywhere anot.

this year countdown still got my favourite
band member/my close friend to celebrate with me.
i wonder nxt year still have the chance anot.
no body knows wad will happen next.

i hope i will be like jel like tat, ( no offence )
coz i remember his last year in school
countdown with me and roy then after tat
jiu no more signal le . ( MIA )
then jiu very seldom see him or even talk le.
just hope things do not come out to be like this.

then maybe to some point,
i might not even get to see you again
or i might not even have any more chance to chit chat
or even go your house (play,wait,overnitez)
a sorry bahx to you guys bahx.
cant help it.


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i also need to say sorry to you.

(name not to be mention if not
weiwen keep asking.)

sorry for bringing you to this state now.
i know it will be very miserable.
i should think for you before even asking you to try.
but if nv try ; you don`t know if it gonna be successful anot.
but still need to say a million sorry for bringing you to this state now.
seek for forgiveness k!! xD



i think i have done with all those EMO-ing bahx
i had been writing alot of " yi shu "
to my derest friend in band.
all words use are from the bottom of my heart.
even those EMO post , i been posting up recently!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
it 2008 already,
received alot of sms greeting,
from my family and friends,
and even ppl who are not inside my contact list
i do appreciate it . thankyou.


went countdown with a bunch of friends this year.
not 1 or 2 like almost every other year but 6 ppls.
roy , jiatyan , kaibin , weiwen , weechng , gina.

met them around 6.45p.m at admiralty
then we head down marina square.
in the train , we were like using chinese idiom.
but gina do not noe how to pronounce this few words
" gou yao lu dong bing ; bu zhi hao ren xin "
your should listen to her pronounce the " lu "
damn funny.

then reach marina square ,
separate into 2 groups
me and roy and the others
we ate BK for dinner while they have long john.
it is due to so tat we can have our private conversation of " ta "

after tat can walk around,
wanted to go bowling but the Q is like so long.
have to wait abt 11p.m then there game available.
and the now was only around 9. PATHETIC!!!!
go we went arcade instead.
slack there until 10plus with some funny game.
then went to one corner of marina square,
sit down there take pic listen to song and joke around.

after tat around 11 plus.
got out of marina square
get ourself a nice spot to sit down.
then we also again take pic larx.

until abt 11.59p.m,
the crowd all stand so we also
suddenly we see fireworks,
it tell us tat it 2008!!!!
a mixed feeling for this year.

after the 8min long of fireworks
went into mac to grab some bitez
then slowly figure way to get to mrt station.
saw mdm rabia and family.

then we took train back.
then me and weiwen goes to roy house to stay overnitez.
oh ya , i pity weiwen sia.
he was so called kena cheated.
me and roy keep having private conversation of " ta "
then he could not understand.

roy also finally " be the man " on the first day of 2008.
congratz him . without me keep asking to ask
i think maybe 2009 le than he can " be the man "

watch rob b hood
funny comedy.
weiwen has bored to death by then.
we had entertain him with our laughter
and also our private conversation.

then off we go to sleep at around 5 bahx.
wake up le at around 9a.m
sit down infront of the com.
almost scared roy to death when we wake up.
then we keep disturb him until he fully wake up.

chit chat and wait for sms.
then he show us " best gentleman award "
then he received when he was in pri school.
so funny...

after tat then me and weiwen go home.
then i am blogging all this down with PIC!!!




firstly a candid from roy

i love this ; dunno why LOL

nice shot from the 2 of us









i thik tat it for this post!!
it might be the last time i take a pic them.
but i can tell you all ; it gonna be my memory.
and will fade away!!!