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Alicia
David
Dennis
Evelyn
Gina
Jermaine
Janice
Jogina
Jinping
Junkai
Kehui
Kelly
Leibing
Lester
Leonard
Mag
Nolly
Roy
Roxanne
Sarina
Sally
Sakinah
Saleha
Sharifah
Shahreen
Sharmine
Shuxian
Terence
Weini
Yanling
Yijin
Yingying
Yvonne

why do everything seem so possible to me,
when it does not even look possible at all.

why do hope just fall on me
but it being crush down.

why can`t everything be in my way
just like what i wanted.
( i know i being too unreasonable )

i think we are drifted
but it may not be the case in others eyes.

haiz...
sad case for me. T_T
does everything had to end up this way
can`t it be happier?

SOMETHING FOR kelly!!!
BAI MA WANG ZI & HEI MA WANG ZI


went band,
run through YAN GE
seriously the best version we ever played.

after tat,
follow sir go RP band.
omg!! the first time i playing that SOFT!!!
seriously is tat SOFT!!
thursday maybe going again,
i think i dont hold back this time bahx
just play like wad i normally do.. ^.^

after RP band,
cwp for dinner.

after dinner
find a place near kelly house
chit chat lorx,
me and her very bu shuang abt something
hahahas. >.<

crack a joke of a teacher name tat i hate so much.

she will only be useful when christmas come
why? coz
THE SANTA WILL GO HOHOHO WHEN CHRISTMAS COME.
=.="




**********

i think it not so bad afterall!!
but i believes things will get better bahx.
maybe it just the matter of time bahx.

i had conference
wif kelly , flirt and ZY
hang out around 3.30a.m.
flirt slept first.

i did not sleep
i am thinking of a lots of things.
turn left turn right
but just could not make me sleep.

so i been taking a small nap once in awhile ( 15min? )

then the nxt day meet kelly and ZY
we went party-world.
i choose the song then they sing.
i keep choosing those emo song lorx.
seriously no mood to sing at all.

after that jiu went to band
kelly and ZY got trap and cannot come in,
coz they have coloured-hair
but i also wif coloured-hair
but i can go in. lol~

in band
quite emo
thought she knew it
but she still dunno yet.
lol~

after band went dinner wif sir ZY and kelly
then went starbucks for drink.
after jiu go home le.

*******************************

seriously,
i finally put down the big stone
sort of a kinda relieve bahx.
i also dunno where i find the courage from
but anyway we are still friend.

wake up late this few days.

eat,slack,eat,slack
is something i did
for these few days.

conferencing wif alicia and kelly.
chatting all the crap we can.
and told alicia some band history.
find out something tat it so amused
find it hard to believe it. HAHAHA


they conclude tat ;
my life cannot be without roy and gina
coz like tat they jiu cannot suan me already.
then their life jiu dont have colour le
then they nv suan me jiu no colour in my life.
lol~ so lame lorx. lol~

then jiu went for dinner.

when i came back online
started chatting without stopping
even until now lorx. lol~

***********



been thinking quite alot today.
finally had a conclusion.
(i think roy and von should think
that i am stupid bahx to make this move )

so from now on ,
just hope my life to be a drama
simple and well plan.
hehe

yesterday nitez
having conference.
wif gina roy and von.
from abt 11p.m till 4.30a.m.

gina slept first.
after she slept those HIGH TOPIC then start.
with those recording really very interesting!!
hehe...

then i slept at around 5a.m.
wake up at 2p.m.
had chicken rice for lunch/breakfast.
so nice and yummy.

then jiu slack at home
chit chat at msn.
nothing to do.

then evening time
jiu went chiong pang for dinner.
had chicken chop for dinner.
and also " hao jian and wu xiang " as side dish.
the food is not bad!! hehe

then went i reach home,
i realise my phone is dead!!!
then quickly rush to my sis place
and now my phone is ALIVE!!!

die already also nvm
coz i am changing phone soon :D

oh ya,
and due to my phone
I MISS THE CONFERENCE!!!
HAIZ... T_T


*******

actually i got a million words to tell you
but everything seem so difficult.
also dunno if u really like me anot
does it really worth a try?
i dunno why i still can push u to
other guy which tat guy seem
to be a rival. haiz...

i been on phone almost everynight.
yesterday was phone call marathon.

chatted wif gina from abt
11.30p.m till 1.30a.m.
during the chat , i become
roy and von messenger.
coz they cant simply ask themself.
lol

after i ended my call wif gina.
conference wif kelly , flirt and ZY
was flooding each other tagboard
mine is the most jialat de!! ):
gay , bi , straight , and many more
so funny larx!! xD

then slept around 4.
i have a very very very good sleep.
coz i already very long didnt have such a good sleep.

wake up today at 3.30p.m :D

then jiu go online
chit chat wif friend.

then later on at 7 jiu go for dinner at 888.
i had BBQ food for dinner.
stingray , sotong and cockle
all very nice sia!! :D

later on got conference wif roy gina and von.
it been so long since we last conference.
hahahas

bye~

conferences wif
kelly , flirt and ZY
from 1plus still 4.30a.m bahx
seriously poor kelly and ZY
kena shoot like hell from me and flirt.
hahhahas.
slept around 5plus.

wake up very early today.
coz my mum wants me to go buy breadfast
have chicken rice for breadfast.
it been so long i last eat chicken rice from 304.
IT SO DELICIOUS!!!

then met sir at cwp.
go help gina buy her vanguard sheet.
then went to school.
met kelly in school.

after tat help mdm rabia
to write or figure out the
lyric for a better tmr.
omg!! their taiwanese english
is so not understandable.
give me and kelly a hard time.

after tat jiu slack around music room.
help to keep those instrument at backstage.
everything seem so fine.

after band
blanjar sir starbucks.
as promise from me and kelly.
but seem like something happen.
feel so sorry and guilty. =X

after tat rush home for dinner.
my mum cook AGAIN!!! :D
the dinner was nice =P
my uncle and aunt all came for dinner too.

after dinner
jiu mass-chat in msn
few window at the same time.
hahahas.



********


am i being too gentleman?
( due to some reason )
finally make up mind.
but the problem,
still should i ?
scared this scared tat.
haiz...

these post seem complicated coz

i met somebody
then we go do something
which cannot let 2body know.
if the 2body knows ,
they will say some crap abt us.
which is so not true.

then took a long route
coz somebody requested it.
lol~

went home after doing something.

chat online.
check up the courses.

help miss joycelyn
write out the lyric and han yu pin yin
quite troublesome. lol~


oh ya! ,
i finally finish watching
MUSIC AND LYRIC
i watch it 2times :D
i waited like almost A YEAR
before roy pass me the dvd.
anyway it romantic and touching.
WAY BACK INTO LOVE~

while due to yesterday
LATE NIGHT/EARLY MORNING SLEEP
and also some disturbance
such as sms and phone call
i could not wake up on time.
i woke up at 1.30p.m

then i quickly rush to bath,
get changed , and do my hair.
then 2p.m jiu prepare hao le.

then took cab down to school wif kelly.
we were the latest of all alumni.
usually we were the earliest.
wuhahahahah!!!

then today band was pretty terrifying.
the band really have a huge progress.
the able to tackle " on the mall " and " yan ge "
and run through it without stopping!!
i could not dare to say it perfect
but at least 80% done!! :D
i am so proud of it.

after band,
sir , roy , kelly , tingxi , junhao and me
went for dinner at pastamania.

after dinner,
roy and junhao went off first
then me sir kelly and tingxi going for movie
" P.S I LOVE YOU "
SUCH A NICE MOVIE.
MY FRIEND OUT THERE, WATCH IT!!! =P

the couple is so loving and lovely
i am kind of envy.
the husband is so understanding
he knows how to resolve the problem
when ever they caught into a fight.

after the movie,
tingxi went off.
me and sir send kelly home.

then i walk sir to the bus-stop.
talking abt the pieces and band.
he help me out in galaxy express.
i hope i can do it nxt time!!!
after tat he took a cab home.

then tmr watching jumper
with roy and gang!!!
woohoo!!! =P

yesterday
met kelly at marsiling
then met flirt and zhenyang
coz they coming over to wrs band!!

full band was fun.
on the mall , twinkle and yan ge.
the new sigh read piece ; better tomorrow

while reading twinkle
sir use thing phrase to teach the student
" hong ma li ma li ma li hong "
then suddenly he shouted " HONGSTER!!! "
ME FLIRT KELLY AND ZY
could not stand him and burst into laughter
coz of some reason!! hahahas

after band we went cwp for dinner
we had sakae sushi buffet for dinner.
laughter filled the whole room.
crapping all we can inside!!
was very full after the dinner.

find a place sit down,
chit chat for awhile.
then yanling went off first.
followed by kelly.

me and sir and zy continue to walk
find a coffee shop near my place
then continue to chit chat
learn quite alot of stuff
regarding the mode of the scale.
and of course gossiping. xD
it lasted from abt 12plus all the way to 4.30.

slept at around 5plus.
then could not wake up on time today!!!
finally get into the course i wan!!!

yesterday
was on phone with
roy gina and von
chatted to abt 4.30a.m bahx
then i could not sleep
end up sleeping at abt 6.30a.m

woke up today at around 12plus bahx
then muscle ache lorx,
my back , my legs and even my BUTT!!!

then getting ready for band.
get change blah...

then kelly left the sax on bus
while i go up the bus to take it.
interesting way!!
she didnt go band coz she go pray.
then i sit alone in the bus.

band was rather alright.
sight read some new pieces
one of the piece got oboe solo
haven get the note right yet!! lol~

after band went tiong bahru for dinner
have long john there.
but when we just started to eat
almost the whole shopping center's shop went
BLACKOUT into pitch dark~
no choice but to enjoy our dinner in the dark.

after dinner jiu went home le.
i am so tired.
coz i am lack of sleep!!!
lol~ hahahas




the blackout long john silver.



the dark side


some of us!! :D

yesterday chat on phone wif gina,
from abt 10.30p.m to abt 2.30a.m bahx
chatted alot of stuff. hahas :D
she psycho me until she ownself very luan. lol~

then today nv wake up late.
earlier then before.
met roy and gina at marsiling.
then took a bus to queenway shopping centre.
chit chat in the bus.
sing and sing and sing. lalalalala~

then all of us hungry,
jiu go subway for lunch.
tat is roy first subway meal.
so pathetic. so full larx.

reach there le
no mood to shopping le.
coz dont have the atmosphere.
lol~

then get to plaza singapura ,
wanted to watch movie
p.s i love u or jumper
but it all fully book.

then went to spotlight
trying to get gift for weechng
but could not find her one...
then we cam-whore inside with
a white mask and muscular outfit.
so funny~

after tat go buy weechng present.

then we went to roy house.
use com and inbetween lorx
i lose money like hell lorx
just like the water tap like tat. lol~

then took a cab down to sembawang beach.
for weechng bdae bbq.
everything did not turn out fine.
so of them is not very happy.

then me kelly and gina
walk to the beach area.
sit down chit chat , emo , relax.

after tat go fetch von , jac and may
then bring them to the pit.
then all disappear , only left me and kelly and gina.
then we chit chat there lorx.

after tat,
me gina roy von and may
went to the playground ; play swing
then sit at the playground play poker.
i think cheat bahx. lol~

then weechng mother send us back to admiratly mrt
seat at mac , chit chat .
after tat gina jiu went home first le.

after tat ,
me roy and von
send may home.

after tat ,
roy and me send von home.
we were looking for ghost
at EVG pri sch ,but tat stupid roy
got serious night blindness and ear problem
can even see tat black figure and high pitch sound
even a cat also cannot see!!
so jialat and pathetic!!!

after tat jiu walk around the whole admiralty
coz we talk the wrong route.
then chit chat all the way ; talking abt life.

then after tat jiu take taxi home.
it not tat expensive lorx .
form admiratly to my home
only cost abt 5.50buck.

then now conferencing!!
wif roy von and gina!!
hahahas



gina ng!


roy chia!


me!


another side of roy!! lol~

today; QI GONG DAY
wake up quite early
coz i slept early last night (:

then online msn,
then sir ask to meet at aljunied
then me jiu go there meet him.

saw the oboe tat got stolen.
is in a very very bad shape.
beyond economic repair le. T_T

took cab down to school
then photo taking session for all CCA
hahahas...

after their photo taking
ask sir to follow me and kelly
go meet mrs kok abt the alumni band
she seem very positive. ((:

take a cab down wif sir and kelly to tw.
love the song ; dance of the yao.
hehe^^ , nice oboe solo

after tw jiu go back to cwp.
meet sir's wife for dinner
had dinner at mos burger.
having a whole load of crap.
we burst into laughter abt QI GONG!!!
we trying to push a cup using out QI
then blow a fries off the cup using our air.
hahahas. damn funny larx.

after dinner jiu go shop shop around
then go metro. sir and his wife go see bag
then me and kelly go the toy section,
play wif all those toy ; like we no childhood like tat.
all toy seem so interesting (:
especially the toy which can record our voice then wrap it.
hahahas.

after jiu went home le


QI GONG PLAYING!!!

yesterday ( thursday )
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

took taxi with kelly
then go to school.
coz a lots of things to carry.

reach school abt 2.30p.m
wait for sir with the accompany
of gina and gang.

then had lunch in school.
then full band.
yan ge rox!!!!

then they had my little dessert.
marshmallow with chocolate.
i was delighted coz some say it nice.

in some ways i quite du lan with someone
tat person give me this fu*king attitude.
could not stand it!!!!! it like WTF

after band
follow roy von and gina
to meet the mysterious guy
end up i didnt saw him T_T

then met kelly,
walk gina home
then walk roy to the bus stop
then me and kelly waited for bus
to civil center meet janice.

had pasta mania for dinner
the Q is so long ,just like a train. xD
played friendship game on friendship day
and she got cheated. =)

after dinner
went to kelly house.
watch 27dresses.
i watch awhile jiu went home le.
i was so tired. * deadbeat *

then went home,
slack a while jiu call roy le.
with von on the line.
finally told her the mysterious girl.
she seem to be not surprise. lol~

after tat gina join in...
her world only have 4ppl.
me roy von and herself. lol~
all crap larx , now only her still dunno. xD

after conference.
i also went to sleep already.

omg!!
later meeting mrs kok.
wish me good luck ((:



janice's turn

today been slacking the whole day
nothing to do...

meet my mother at 5p.m
had dinner wif her.

then go shop for some stuff.

reach home continue to slack

then 9p.m start doing my work.

abt 10p.m then i am done wif my stuff (:

omg!!!
i left scar on my arm and finger!!!
coz i accidentally burnt myself.
while i am preparing the stuff.
this show tat i put in my hard work.

the things i made might not be appealing
but i really put in alot of effort in doing it.
hope u all will like it (:

today(tuesday)
met wif kelly
then meet sir and adrienne
go to school.

have lunch in school
then full band.
Yan Ge rox!!!
i loving this piece.

after band meet doreen ho and yijin
so long didnt meet them le.
then kelly and me join them for dinner
at pastamania

after dinner ,
walk around cold storage
then around cwp.
i think i gonna go back to cold storage
to buy the mixture for making cookies
coz valetine/friendship day is coming (:

then after shopping jiu went home le.
conferencing wif roy , gina and von.
i dunno terrance was on the line too,
it give me a shock,

after that same topic again...
gina and von continue to guess
roy and me continue to deny.
chat until abt 1 o'clock

yesterday(monday)

purposely to be late,
call kelly to reach early.
Zy also reach early.
then they meet first. =P

i meet them later.
walk around cwp and chit chat
me and ZY was like VS-ing
who have more operation/illness/wadever xD

then later on yan(flirt), fred , jer(ahlian) and alex came.
meet them at precious thots.
buy sir's birthday gift.
"the angel playing the horn"

after i jiu rush to band
while they all slack at starbucks.
back to band..
met mdm rabia and mr oh
then talk abt something.

sec1 is here for today band prac...
they get to try the instrument.

then drag sir to cwp
to meet back the rest.
sir was shock to see TW members there

then we lure him to go there...
then we ask him to open up his gift.
he was damn shock to see the gift.
he was damn touch by wad both Tw and Wrs band did.

after tat,
we went to swensen for dinner.
crap a hell lot in it.
then jiu go for a movie.

the movie is on sir.
we watch kungfu dunk.
the move are damn impressive

after movie the tw members went home
as they are having school the nxt day.
then we met jel.

we find a near by coffeeshop
chit chat there,
from abt 11.30p.m to around 2a.m

after tat we walk jel home.
then kelly me and sir walk around the whole admiralty.
then abt 3plus then we call for cab then go home.

i reach home around 3plus
then online until abt 4plus like tat
jiu cannot tahan le. ZZZZzzzz





SIR'S REACTION


SIR WITH HIS GIFT


this is wad both wrs and tw and bought for sir birthday.

yesterday nitez,
have conference wif
Roy , Gina and Yvonne.

interesting things had happen.
MYSTERY girl had been announce to roy.
then gina and von was like guessing all the way!!
but i wont announce to others so fast de larx.

then we chat until around 4plus going to 5 bahx
gina was the was the first one down follow by roy.
the last survivor is me and von... =P

then today woke up around 12plus like tat
get ready le...
aunty come fetch me
then jiu head down to suntec city.

go there walk walk...
most shop open le.
but i still can`t find the ear stud i wan!!!

then jiu go one chinese resturant for dinner (:
got fish , chicken , hot & sour soup , crab friedrice blah blah
it was yummy!!!

then after dinner,
we head to sentosa
to see the new year flower there.
spring should be all flower blooming
but i went there all flower like dying soon like tat!!!
nothing special like lorx.

then after tat jiu go home le.
reach home at 10p.m
due to today go out
jiu miss jeremy house warming
and also trip to mamatan house.
T_T

After the rain ,
it will be cloudy.
No matter how big the rain is,
the dark cloud will not cover the warm sun.

today
go out wif alicia , lester , kengi and kaibin
and also nolly...

met them at 1.30 at woodlands
then meet nolly at 2 at amk.

then we head down to city hall
then go marina square.
cant find a piercing shop for kengi
then i also cannot find a nice stub.

then nothing to do,
jiu go the chun dao he pan
walk walk awhile, then very HOT
jiu head to suntec city.

nolly went off half way..

then the 5 of us jiu go
"TOYS R US"
CAM WHORE-ING
TOOK A LOT OF CRAZY PHOTO (:
*wait for alicia to send me then i upload.

then go catch a movie
A Long Pte Ltd
very funny horx.

after movie jiu go
makan dinner.
korean food.
so EXPENSIVE.

then jiu take train home le.
in the train was talking abt
something wif alicia.
hope it gonna be true.
lol~

hmm..
i been slacking home
the whole of chu yi.

coz all my relative had gone
to malaysia le
left only my family and i.
so ke lian.

then tmr going out wif
alicia and gang..
hurray can go out le (

yesterday, new year eve.

not able to wake up in the morning
so jiu did not able to go pai pai

then jiu slack at home
waiting for the to FLY~

until 6plus when my relative
all come my house.

then jiu start eating dinner le.
so long didnt wat home-cook food le.
it like FINALLY (:

then after dinner
jiu start gambling le. :D
blackjack and da ti.
** i win money **
hurray!!!!! =P

then after tat my they all jiu go home le.

then me jiu continue to eat the unfinish food.
gonna put on more weight le ):
sob sob

today
went for band
meet jeremy and junhao...
had lunch in school...

then went into band
settle down and i thought it
was gonna start soon
but something happen
so was being called out
with the majors to settle something.
dont really wish to mention it. xD

then abt 5p.m
then start full band
galaxy express only today
due to the shortage of time.

then after band,
follow sir and mr lim(s)
to bugis to meet shifu for dinner.

went to this "ma masoong" resturant
(dunno how to spell the name larx)
had this italian style hamburger for dinner
with " red wine " as drink and apple dunno wad for dessert.

then mr lim and sir was like talking abt band
then me and shimu was talking abt bio science thingy.
quite interesting to talk to her.

then after tat mr lim took train home
then sir and his wife took another bus home
then left me and alone sitting in the bus home. ):

hey,
good news :D

i finally done wif my
SPRING CLEANING!!! (:
i had cleared all the rubbish
which is my ton of books

i dunno tat i had read/use
so many book when i was in sec 1-5
lol~

now it a brand new room now,
but it will be back to the square
in few days time ):
hahhaas

*


i dunno how to express out my feeling
but this feeling nv go off before,
and it getting stronger.

EVERYTHING like just to seem so wrong.
nothing went correct.

wad we really expected always
did not turn out to be wad we want.
what a twist.

it does not really matter now
coz all the things finally coming to an END!!!

*

i was born to this world,
it all because of you
for the very first meeting we had.

nothing gonna harm you
when i am around.

i feel you &
i'll steal you
to my heart.

the feeling is getting stronger
am i ? really ?
maybe is probably due to the thing i saw bahx. ):

YESTERDAY ; SATURDAY

OMG!!!
i slept until 2.30...

then setup my oboe
prac my warm up
and also the running notes.

then later on received a call
from janice ; maomao ; no mai kai
ask me follow her go town..

then meet cliford there
then jiu go around shopping
see see look look
then also makan to fill our stomach!!

then we walk to plaza singapura
then met gina there.
watch miditez movie
"sweeney todd"
quite a nice movie.

after movie it around 2.30a.m
walk around in search for NR2 bustop
then around 3 then we found the bustop
then took the bus back to woodlands checkpoint
then i walk back home.
while the rest continue wif the bus journey.

then i abt 4plus then reach home bahx
then abt 5 plus cai sleep ):
**good nitez**

******************************************

TODAY ; SUNDAY

woke up by ROY'S SMS
around 11plus.
it like so early larx.

then bo bian jiu wake up le..
faster go bath and get change
then jiu go sembawang buy something first.

then jiu set off to roy's house.
help him to something.
but end up everything seem tat
" NOT IMPORTANT "

then i went off around 6.30p.m
actually wanted to celebrate
junyong's birthday wif the rest
but due to some problem
then jiu nv go liao.

then go and have dinner
then i jiu go home le.

omg!!
this feeling is back ):
am i? ( i dunno )

i am rather confuse,
have a million words to tell you,
but i do not know where to start.

do i have a chance to choose?
u? or u? or u? or u? or u?
it still YOU?!
lol~

********************************

i finally get my rest (:
woke up at 2plus.
but in between my sleep
there is too much disturbance. xD

practically
i been slacking at home
sitting in front of my laptop.
where the screen is starring at me
and i am starring at the screen.
i am so BORING!!!

did nothing much,
listen to some recording
finger my notes.

play PSP,
eat , drink , rest , tv , laptop
tat all~
rather boring.

looking forward to CNY
coz this year pretty different for the others year (:
hahahaas =P

wanna majhong, want angbao ,
wanna rest , want slack
wanna you!!! lol~