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Wednesday, June 06, 2012
如果那時我沒放手,你現在就不會說其實我早就不再你心裡了,對吧­?
好想對你說,這些日子你不曾從我心中離去,
好想對你說,我從不怪你,因為我就是喜歡你,
好想對你說,再也找不到比你更好的人,
好想對你說,我真的好愛好愛你...
好想對你說,不要跟我說對不起...
好想對你說,我走了 .. 答應我 好好過日子 ...

Posted at 12:24 AM


Wednesday, July 20, 2011
 
 
Just when I felt like giving up on us
You turned around and gave me one last touch
That made everything feel better
And even then my eyes got wetter
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
But I don't wanna seem so weak
Maybe I've been California dreaming

Posted at 12:08 AM


Monday, April 18, 2011
Everythings so silent
I cant hear a voice
So many feelings
I dont have a choice

Crying so softly
So I cant be heard
Everythings so confusing
Every little word

So many nights
Where I cant sleep
Dreaming of how much
You mean to me

Asking myself
Is this how I feel
Closing my eyes
On everything real

Wishing and praying
Wanting to know
Why I care for you
Why cant I let go?

Eyes filled with the tears
Heart filled with the fears
Mind so confused
Why do I still love you?

Everyones told me
I cant feel this way
You told me goodbye
Yet I need you to stay

Standing in place
For such a long time
I cant figure out
Why I want you to be mine

Youve broken my heart
And left me to cry
I feel so useless
But I cant say goodbye

umikaiba3173

Posted at 2:07 AM


Sunday, March 20, 2011
"So you're gone  and I'm haunted...and I bet you are just fine"


Getting tired while waiting… (U know?)
Gotten tired while waiting and~
U Know, do you know how I feel?
Gotten tired while waiting~
Do you still remember me? (Oh~ no)
Even if a day goes by, I'll still remember you
Even if a month goes by, I still won't let you go
Can you understand my desires for you? (oh~no)
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting,( yeah~)
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face

Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)
I am holding back just in case you come back, (oh yeah~ )
I am still waiting (oh yea~)
Even if a month goes by, I'll still remember you.
Even if a year goes by, I still won't let you go
Can you understand my desires for you? (oh~no)
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face
Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)

Why is it so hard
and everything's so complicated in my head.
I was waiting and waiting
and yet no answers from you
I didn't cry because of you
and you didn't leave because of me
So why is it so hard, why is it so hard?

I will wait for a year
or even a decade if I have to.
Oh~ I I I I I I I I will wait and it's fine if tire myself out.
Going insane while waiting
and each day feels like a year.
Oh~ I, I I I~ was waiting and while I was waiting
It felt as if you would come back
or if I look back I would see your face
Oh~ I I I I~ am going insane, going insane (yeah~)

Posted at 12:44 AM


Wednesday, December 29, 2010
It’s been a while
since my heart has been changing,
since I’ve been dealing with it lonesome..
every time you came back,
I hated the guy that made you cry

I’d rather protect you,
although I don’t know if it will make it better…

This time I’ll hold you and love you
is what I thought

Baby, come to me now
And be my lady
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart.

As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confessions down my throat
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend,
you say it’s a blessing
Whenever you say let’s never change,
I had to push my feelings down

It might be best if I protect you,
not knowing if it will be better

I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but…

Baby (Baby) Come to me now (Come to me)
And be my lady (lady)
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words,
hiding my pitiful heart (No)

As a friend (Your friend), to remain as friends (I know),
I had to push the confessions down my throat (The overflowing words)

That confession (confession) I had to hold it in (I couldn’t say it)
But now I’ll confess to you,
I love you…

Posted at 11:14 PM


Monday, June 28, 2010

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye 



gonna take a step back 
once in a while, i might still blog here. 
will be blogging in my private blog. (:
stay tune.
 

Posted at 2:08 AM


Sunday, June 13, 2010
A-w-e-s-o-m-e Day out!!

been wanting to shop for very long time.
finally got some free time to do so (:
spend and relax like what i do best

went out with...
roxanne tan weird weird!
jinping chua talk talk! and
weechng chong mole full!!

went IT fair to get my mum a ipod
so good of me right?? haha

try to shop a little, at marina & town
but i cant seem to find something i like
end up i didnt buy anything :/ 
when i have the money; nothing to buy
when i don't have the money; i wanna buy everything.

nevertheless,
never had so much fun for a super long time already.
i <3-ing it.



my popo from malaysia came to see me
so long didnt see her already.
miss her so much...


Posted at 11:00 PM